#headcanonisms

Just like Rumi in her turtleneck and sweatshirt at choreo practice in JUNE and she’s red in the face and slow and sweaty and the girls are Concerned

And she can tell something’s off. That the cold of her water bottle felt really really nice. And then she bends down and her vision fuzzes out

She’s totally fine. She’s good. She’s great. She can do five more minutes it’s just five more minutes

Mira aggressively calls an early break and Zoey is immediately there with water in attempt to delay the inevitable blow up

Match on the other hand, is extremely suspicious of them and all that unapologetic and shameless affection pencil shows lightning pisses her off. Not even like that he's getting more attention than her be he's literally not it just annoys her and SHE feels all third-wheely when shes. Not shes just not, pencil treats match same as ever and if she gets sorta annoyed by match thats a deeper issue than Oh, so lightnings here ig im obselete, no thats THEIR issue, she just doesnt believe that, she's watched too much tv drama and genuinely thinks lightning is trying to steal pencil and its WORKING.. cuz like omg what if it is.. Its not u_u but from her perspective WHAT IF IT IS WHAT IF HE RUINED LITERALLY EVERYTHING hes LITERALLY RUINING EVERYTHING. over the fact that pencil likes him bc he listens to her n zaps ppl for her. And considering that pencil encourages that lightning also listens to match, whenever pencil isnt around for whatever reason she'll make lightning do stupid dangerous shit that'll get him killed or in trouble w pencil. He HATES IT but he does it anyway bc if he comes back alive imagine YAY PENCIL WOULD THINK IM COOL and bc he sorta has to listen to match, pencil told him to. Also he isnt allowed to fight back if match decides to actually attack him he just has to wait until pencil comes around so he can cling to her bc match wouldnt throw dishes at pencil omggg.... and bc if he fought bakc or hurt match for ANY. REASON. EVER. Pencil would Kill Him .

Rumi calls her up like “hey um. What?” and Celine’s like “I didn’t want it to be overwhelming but I also didn’t want to give myself the ability to chicken out of emotional vulnerability thought you would benefit from seeing them”

And it’s… music. Everything that refused to stay in Celine’s head over the years, even if it wasn’t “songs of courage and hope” and therefore could never get out into the world

The files range from messily put together scraps of lyrics to at home recordings of Celine with her guitar and—there’s one that gets interrupted but Rumi’s own younger self, coming in to ask what Celine’s up to, and she sits there listening to them just talking for several minutes before Celine remembered to hit end, and she knows that Celine knows how to trim these, and she knows Celine chose to keep it on purpose, all these years

Now please. Step with me here. It’s the mid nineties, the Sunlight Sisters’ dorm. Celine—ever so restrained, the always strong leader—has just dropped her hairbrush and let out a sound of confusion and anguish

Cue three dumbasses clustering around a bathroom mirror staring at one singular strand of silver hair, debating if it’s actually gray or not—“Oh, shut up, Miyeong, it’s gray!”—and whether they should just pluck it or not (“If you pull one gray hair, three more come to the funeral!”/“When did you turn into your mother?”) and eventually just deciding it’s totally fine… only for Celine to accidentally pull it out anyway. Whoops?

Constant teasing about how their leader is far too stressed out and needs to relax more. An entire song is written about the ephemeral nature of shooting stars in the night sky that is actually about Celine’s roots showing. Midnight trips to buy hair dye handled like they’re smuggling contraband in