#head full...

havent been talkative here :(

and i hope when you think of me years down the line you can't find one good thing to say & i’d hope that if i found the strength to walk out you’d stay the hell out of my way

every day in flatline, i remember how GOOD clara was as the doctor because she’s picked up so many mannerisms from him that even he’s surprised when she plays him well -- but when she says something like “why can’t you just say i was good?” that sticks out to me so much

*sees a picture of li bowen* yknow what maybe i do like men

I’m 36% through the stand and I’m suffering