ππππ,Β @hdseojun (backdated)
dayeon hated crying. not because she believed in the old saying that crying made you appear weak but because she couldn't always control her thoughts and feelings when she was crying. it's like her head gets clouded with all these what if situations, and she can't seem to think straight. that's why she disliked crying.
however, it's almost as if her pent up emotions were exploding tonight because she couldn't seem to stop the tears from falling. it was getting close to two years since she had started training at hydra, but it's like she fell into a slump. she couldn't see herself improving, and she was slowly getting fatigue from the repetitive schedule. of course, she knew all this before she started, and she was certain she could deal with it, but she was a human being, after all. it was getting exhausting.
when she hears the click of the door opening, she quickly wipes the tears from her face and raises her head. "oh, i'm sorry. do you need the room?" she asks before sniffling to herself for a few more moments. the lights were out in the practice room, and it was so late that she didn't think anybody would show up. well this was embarrassing.
