How do you personally tap into the energy of the generators you guide? Have you found that you have to actively intend to plug into their sacral centers and intend to receive energy from them?
Does Ra Uru Hu ever discuss different means that individual projectors may need to use in order to plug in and receive energy, so that they actually receive this benefit from the generators they serve? If he does, where can we find that information?
The reason I ask, is because of my own vivid experience, which I've not seen anyone else clearly describe or discuss here. I've also not seen any quotes from Ra about how to tap in.
In the paragraphs just below, I'll describe the process I currently use to receive energy, why it proved to be necessary, and how it has helped me.
At the bottom of this post I'll take a "survey" about exhaustion and how you tap into your clients. If you want to, you can skip down to the *** and just read and respond to the survey questions.
My experience and what I learned:
For a long time I just assumed we all automatically receive the sacral energy meant for us, whenever we serve/guide a generator who has invited us, formally or at least informally. Particularly if our inner authority said "yes" to their invitation, I thought receiving energy back from the generator was supposed to be automatic.
However, my own experience strongly contradicts this, at least for me personally;
When I discovered I was a projector rather than a generator, I had already de-conditioned for about a year. I'd had the right inner authority (solar plexus), and it had walked me directly into deconditioning, so that by the time I found out I was a projector, I had already been exhausted for months.
However I had already been listening deeply to several generators, helping them heal themselves of trauma and related. So, I had been guiding them without realizing it.
Once I knew I was a projector, I lay down and tranced out one day, and intentionally plugged into the sacral center of one of the generators I had been guiding for more than a year. I directed the energy that came from them, into my own sacral center.
This was not a subtle experience--instead it was very vivid and pleasant. The sensation was a lot like a thirsty person coming out of the desert to drink the first water they'd had in days.
Over the next several days, I tranced out several more times and plugged into several of my generator friends who had long been clear recipients of my guidance and care. The sensations continued to be quite vivid; my sacral seemed to drink in a lot of energy. Finally it felt satisfied.
And now I found that I wasn't exhausted anymore. I energy do the normal activities of living, like preparing meals, cleaning up after, doing laundry, etc. I felt ok for the first time in a long time.
At this point I stopped intentionally plugging into people; I forgot that method, because I assumed that, now that I knew that I was a projector, the process would be naturally automatic.
After a while, I got tired again--and I kept getting more and more tired, until I was deeply exhausted again, and trying to manage everything with about an ounce of strength. Finally this evening I was beyond exhausted, and for no reason I could think of. I felt like I was dying. I didn't even have the energy to eat.
Then I remembered how when I first discovered I was a projector, I'd intentionally tapped into the generators I'd been working with. And I remembered how I'd soon gone from similar chronic exhaustion to having energy for daily life again.
***This is why I want to "survey" fellow projectors here; so that anyone who is always tired may see a correct way that they can get the energy they need.
So, do you have sufficient energy, or are you always exhausted? And either way, how do you tap into the generators you guide? Do you just assume it's automatically happening, and that you're automatically getting the energy you need? Or do you tap into them intentionally?
If you do intentionally tap into the energy of the generators you guide, how do you do it? I would love it, if you'd describe how you tap into them, and clearly enough so that others here could try your method if they wanted to, in order to see if it helped them get more of the energy they need. Possibly this way, those of us who have been feeling chronically exhausted, might finally get at least some relief from that.
Karen River
