hazel!!!! <3 Before anything I want to say that your writing never fails to give me butterflies in my stomach. I don't really write stories because I always have this itchy feeling when I try to read what I wrote it somehow sounds bland to me so I rewrite. The first time I started writing was around 9 or 10 and I kept ripping the pages out of frustration. Then around 12 when I tried publishing online, a friend of mine (but we were fighting at this time) posted something about my writing being so bad that I shouldn't publish my book and go do some grammar and spelling first. I was super sensitive at that time, so I deleted the book and stopped writing out of inferiority and insecurity. Then I found out about using metaphors and flowery words will help but when I do start writing...I just don't know how? Like is that normal? Am I just confused or scatterbrained that I go empty when I pick up to write an idea? There are others who found my writing nice because of how I pour out my ideas and some who said they can feel my emotions just by reading my message. I've always thought that I'm bland and super messy writer, either I'm showing too much action or I'm telling too much. And what I'm most worried of is my lack of knowledge of human beings fr. I have to search of how this and that works, body language, physical appearance, clothing and whatnot and I feel like I don't have the talent to write ;-; I'm really sorry for yapping too much. I'm just lost.
morning! Iâve been thinking about the best way to answer this and I think the right thing for me to say is:Â
write!Â
