I really don't know what to think about some things anymore. I can't stand people who are just downers all the time. I get it that some days are just extra shitty, but there's no reason to be so negative about absolutely everything 24/7, 7 days a week. Be happy, or at least not so negative all the time. It makes me not want to be around them when all they talk about is how imperfect their life is and how lonely they are and how everything sucks. Well, reality check: nothing is perfect and I've always been there for them. Am I not enough? Are the countless hours and all the effort I've put into them trying to cheer them up and making them laugh not good enough? What am I doing wrong? I just don't get it. If they don't appreciate the things I've done for them and having a dedicated friend like me to look out for them, then what am I still doing trying to get them back on their feet?
