#harrell

i CANNOT ever decide which angle on thomas england and sixpack i like most. is he her, wearing an ill-fitting mask? is she him, rearranged and lost without the bangers and smash? is he completely gone, surgically removed from the memories of all who knew him? is she like a parasite, taking over his player page? the idea of baldwin breadwinner, being one of only two players who went through the first wyatt masoning and regained their original name, having feedbacked to the team a few days before — does she know what this kind of identity loss looks like? having transed her gender at the same time as when she joined the fridays, does she understand exactly how much having a different name forced onto you changes you? does she remember seeing all of her teammates go through the exact same thing? later, after she meets harrell, does everything start to click into place for her? where did thomas england go? is it the same place as where the original sixpack went? does anybody remember her? theres just so, so many different ways you could explore it, and they all drive me fucking insane