This morning, I asked the cards “What do I need to welcome in?” I drew the 2 of Cups and the 3 and 4 of Swords from the Bad Ass Tarot. ❤ When I look at these cards, I feel like I’m being asked to engage in love and self love. The first card makes me think of my beautiful husband. We met online and I didn’t have any preconceived notions of what would happen, but three years after we met, we were married. I need to love myself and embrace that spark for me. I’m so quick to love others but have difficulty with turning the spark towards myself. I’m getting better, but I still need work. ❤ I also need to let go of the heartbreak that I carry from other relationships. Those were ones that were abusive and though they never hit me, they might as well have. The mind takes the longest to forget and to heal. I can’t keep holding on to the pain from others that are no longer in my life. It was from a time in my life when I was different than I was now, so why am I holding on to it? I need to welcome in release from heartbreak and celebrate the love I have around me. ❤ I need to welcome in more rest time. I’m always on the go, working full time or writing and creating. I keep trying to outrun the MS, as if I have limited time left to me. I need to give myself time to rest, to let my mind play and my body recuperate. Whether that be sitting and reading a book, or just watching television, I need to be kinder to my mind and myself and give myself time to rest. I can’t keep going all the time and don’t need to fill every moment with something to do. ❤ #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #harleyspencertarot #badasstarot #welcomein #spark #selflove #light #heartbreak #letitgo #selflove #selfworth #rest #relax #takeiteasy #thejoyofdoingnothing #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CTHd7V_HaqZ/?utm_medium=tumblr
