#happybreakup

Yan na siguro ang pinaka masakit mong maririnig galing sa taong gustong gusto mong makita at makausap.

Hm, this popped onto my timeline today. I suppose it's kind of true. You're always there, in the back of my head. I worry about you, even though I shouldn't. Sometimes I wonder how your day is going or how she treats you. I stop and remember one thing: better than I ever could. Im actually extremely happy for you because well, you deserve it. Sometimes I just struggle. I never worked so hard on anything in my life, never sacrificed myself for another being like I did with you. Haha, it's funny how it plays out. I can never put it in words, but I respect and appreciate everything you did for me. When good things happen, I still want to run and tell you about them. Never can though, and never will. It's rare, but sometimes I wish we were still together, I'd still do absolutely anything you asked me too. It sucks, I guess, how much I truly loved you. I never knew a human being could've fucked me up as much as you did. You hear the stories but you never understand till you're put through them. Fuck, somewhere in my heart, I'll always love you. I just felt like I was home when I was with you, physically with you. No one ever moved my soul in the way that you did. It just sucks that all the love I have ever felt is now forcefully shoved away, and who knows when that door will ever open again, actually fine if it never does. I can't bring myself to be as loving as I once was. In some ways, I'm happy where I'm at, i don't give a shit about much and I'm really focusing on myself. I honestly sit and wonder if you'd be proud of me right now. You always said I could be like this, and you said you'd be here when it happened. Where are you now? This, you'll never see. But I know, in the end, it was meant to be like this. If you didn't leave, shit, we'd both still be crippled. We wouldn't have gone anywhere. We were holding each other back. We were always better off with out each other, we were just too stubborn to let go. We saw what we wanted and it took absolute hell to tear us apart. But everything is fine now. I feel no hatred towards you. I'm just happy I found my peace, I'm happy that I can breathe again after so many years. I'm happy that you're moving on, joining the marines, and you have a girl that you adore. I'm happy seeing you happy too. Shit, I'm just fucking happy for us both. We're living again, and breaking up was the greatest thing to ever happen to us.

@donnalynbartolome sings one of her song "Happy break up" at the Tasya Fantasya Grand Presscon, she is also part of the show which will premiere on February 6 via @tv5manila @vivaartistsagency @viva_ent #DonnalynBartolome #TasyaFantasya #HappyBreakUp

I’m not a fan of Donna B. But I really Like this song ;)