#happinesscomesfirst

I Want To Be Known For What I Do, Not What I Say! I am sticking to this as best as I can. I want to be a person that people really remember for being kind and empathetic. I want that to be entrained into everyone’s minds. It may sound selfish, but it’s not. By me being kind and empathetic,it can really change people for the better and truly make a positive impact in peoples’ lives. I want everyone to be happy. I am reasonably happy, not fully. I’ve still got things I want to accomplish and the process will make happy. I hope that you can find value in this account and if you do, share it with everyone because you never know you else might find value in it just like you do! #Unity #happinesscomesfirst https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Aq6hmHQYi/?igshid=13907njh7pftj

When you're scared that the person you want to be with, is already so happy that you dont know if you can give them what they already have or even better. Even though you want to be with them so bad that it drives you insane, its better to disappoint yourself than bring someone along with you through hell and suffering.

Man ! Today was a good day my head is killing me but it was a good day overall I got a job as an admin assistant plus training and certification its so cool and im grateful as hell then!!! as I was going to leave the building im on the elevator and this lady asks me to help her out because shes been trying to find a job and nobody would help her and she felt it was because she was foreign and she had her son with her and she looked not just pissed but like nobody cared and I..idk I couldnt just leave her I just had to do something although I didnt know exactly what to do I not only pointed her in the direction but brought her to meet the same lady who helped me and turns out they had been talking on the phone and the lady who helped me ended up setting her up with a interview ! It was awesome I hope she gets a job, so after that I went over to talk to that same lady and she helped me out with some documents and told me more about this other program that im halfway enrolled in and how they can train me in the medical field if I want and it was just great also funny because im literally back to the same steps I was taking b4 I left my moms and like honestly I was on a winning streak back then and I can tell by how fast things are moving right now that im about to go on the biggest winning streak ever maybe not the biggest okay definitely hoping this isnt the biggest or last one but im so ready for this shit to happen I love feeling free and doing things myself when I was younger I took pride in doing things myself, and I can tell that the feeling of being young and more than free is coming back and its great Im so happy to start living the way ive always wanted to, I mean I already am....im just making more of my dreams come true and not just mines I cant wait to do big things for my sisters and my boyfriend HELL MYSELF I should have put myself first with no apologies Im doing this is all for me first before anyone else.