just love deki being a repressed little freak and the post/mid/pre nut shame hits him like a bus. zumi sees "is typing..." for 10 minutes straight when they sext bc he wants to be restrained enough to not want to throw his phone into a lake when he wakes up the next day to their chat logs about his hole. he looks in his notes app for smth he wrote abt a new song amd accidentally opens smth he wrote at 3 am like i want to be a cow hybrid and moo while i get milked tenderly by a farmer. and hes like WHAT THE FUCK














