#handcuffedtocap

“Nikolai… you make me so happy. But there is something you need to know. You would have had a half sister. And she would have been much, much older than you. And any of your friends that like me like someone who could be their grandmother, possibly great grandmother. But you would have had a sister, I called her Rose before I lost her. I wish you could have met her. But if she didn’t die… I wouldn’t have met your father because I wouldn’t have pushed to much in my early history. I hope you can forgive me for being married and having another baby.”

[Thank you for saying that sweets. It made me smile when I needed it. You're wonderful.]

Natasha had found her son, Nikolai, walking around the tower late in the evening. He was supposed to be home hours ago, seeing as it was illegal for him to be out, being 17 and all. But what Natasha wasn't expecting was to find out her son had been to a party, then left to a girl's house. He claimed he was taking her home, but that couldn't have been all. She didn't want to know what else he'd been doing because she had a guess. She just hoped she was wrong. If he continued at this rate, SHIELD wouldn't allow him to be with her and Clint, and/or they'd force them both out of SHIELD to be domestic and raise Nikolai as they should have. She watched her son as she waited for the answer of her question as to what they were doing since 7 at night. "Well?" She asked, looking at the boy.