#hambean

if sam and dean were fucking they'd get into it one day because sam's talking about sexuality and refers to himself as bi but dean lingers on that and sam's like, "well yeah, you're bisexual too, right? we... [gesturing] yaknow... and i'm a guy," and dean's like, "what? no? wait— you don't count." then sam scrunches his eyebrows, gives a little sarcastic millisecond halfsmile, flicks his head to one side (you know which sampression i'm talking about), and says, "i don't count." and dean, digging himself into a hole, gets confident about it and is like, "yeah, man, you don't really count you're my brother, family." and sam has that mouth open scrutinising look and repeats, "i don't count?" dean says some dumb joke about sam barely being a guy anyway cause dean pulls all his weight which makes sam roll his eyes then it never gets brought up again

its not gay if he's your little brother and his hair's really pretty and he lets you do it and he . Can take the whole thing

if sam and dean were fucking they'd have moments where like sam gets up from a table in the library while finishing a sentence while speaking with dean and trails his hand across dean's shoulder 0.2 seconds longer than usual and dean will get a spark in his eye because to him that means he's getting hole

if sam and dean were fucking dean would jerk off to photos and videos of sam he either records himself or gets sam to send him by texting sam, "send me something 😏," while sam would jerk off to either the memory of stuff they've done or his imaginings of stuff he would never ask/dean would never entertain doing (maybe even the former because of the latter) dean to do with/to him

you can think about dean murmuring 'baby boy' against sam's lips and tongue while they make out

having a guilty pleasure samdean moment don't look. really slow sex where dean's sitting at the edge of a bed, couch, or chair with sam straddling his lap. they're both completely naked but in my head sam's wearing an anklet for some reason, and dean still has all his own jewellery on. they're both pretty sweaty so it's super obvious they're drawing this out. sam's got dean's dick up his ass and is half-hard, having cum already. sam's arms are around dean's shoulders, dean's hugging him super close, sometimes clawing at sam's back in a way that makes sam screw his eyes shut like he does when he cums. they're really close together so dean has to tilt his head all the way up to see sam's face, and sam has to tilt his face all the way down. but they're kissing shallowly, just pecks n stuff between breathing into each other's faces and mouths, talking and giggling a little bit between moans and whines. sometimes dean burries his face right below sam's chin, in sam's tits or right up against his neck and sam fits his whole hand at the back of dean's head like they're just hugging or cuddling. the head of sam's dick burns, it's uncomfortable, from how long his dick's been pressed against dean's tummy, creased at the middle from dean's posture. sam's glutes burn from grinding back and forth

post-11.10 where sam's blowing dean and dean, very typically, gets really into it when he's about to cum and starts thrusting a bit too harshly and holds sam to his pelvis to the point of sam's own struggle a couple times then when dean lets go, he expects sam to, like he usually is, be at least just as into it and willing to go further with like a facial or something else but what he's met with is a really freaked out sam that's been crying and is starting to panic. the mood is lost immediately because sam seems to just want to get as far away from dean and their sexual intercourse as fast as possible and even though dean sorta gets it and tries to make sam feel better, he still feels really resentful of sam about his ruined orgasm mostly because it was 'them time' destroyed by the (rival/)outside/third power that is lucifer and to some degree as far as dean perceives it a betrayal on sam's part of sorts for being unable to compartmentalise that influence

dean would love tucking sam's hair behind his ear while sam rides him. he'd be giving sam that cross-eyed look refusing to kiss him so he can see sam's face