In Solemn Moments.
Hi everyone. This is Late. This was supposed to be done friday. It is now Sunday.
This is a little Rex x Child!reader. Uses gender neutral pronouns, is in the third person from Rex's perspective and it is a request for the lovely @bombshe77
This is slightly off from the prompt you sent me. But i really enjoyed writing from Rex's perspective. Thankyou for sending in the request.
On the off chance someone reads this, feel free to send me more requests! and also leave some feedback, I'd love it lots
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Rex had only been to the Jedi temple a handful of times, all for similar reasons. Rex followed the familiar path to the Jedi War room situated in the heart of the temple. The hydraulic doors hissed as he entered. Kenobi, Windu, Mundi as well as some of his brothers were in the room, staring at a giant hologram centred in the middle. General Kenobi turned to face the Captain.
âAh, Rex. Anakin did say he was sending you in his place. How did the latest siege on Felucia go?â Rex moved into the centre of the room, plugging his data disk into the central control panel. He felt his heart clench as the battle statistics were beamed up. He saw the number of days on mission, the number of brothers lost. It was not an easy campaign for the 501st.
Rex took a breath to centre himself, he was stronger than this pain. He had to be right now, steeling himself, he began to give his report. He took himself back to the dusty pollen-filled planet, to how the commando droids ambushed his men, how they were pinned down for weeks underneath heavy droid artillery, how as they gained an inch of land on one front they seemed to lose a mile on another. Not even the creative hi-jinks of Ahsoka and Anakin could save them this time. It was another loss on Felucia and another devastating loss for the 501st since Umbara.
Before he knew it the briefing was over, he found himself in the hallway, one foot after another, retracing his path from earlier. He remembered Cody putting a reassuring hand on his shoulder after his speech was over. He remembered the look of sympathy Kenobi had offered him before General Mundi went on to talk strategy of how to recoup lost ground on the planet. It was all for nothing, the deaths of his brothers, of the people relying on him to keep them safe. Clones were supposed to withstand this kind of loss, but since Umbara, nothing had been quite the same for Rex.
Rexâs feet stopped themselves at an archway. It was ornate and cracked from the endurances of history, a kind of beauty unfamiliar to Rex. The archway allowed for a golden shaft of light to enter the hallway, its like the light was calling him toward, beckoning him with some unknown pull. Rex turned it over for a second, he shouldnât be here, he should head straight back to the barracks, but apart of him was too tired to care, too cold.
He never quite realised how beautiful Coruscant could be. The Jedi gardens wound through the temple, around corners, a water feature being tended to by an elderly Jedi as a group of younglings dug in the garden beds looking for worms and other creepy crawlies, their laughter wafting through the peaceful air. Rex meandered down the pale cobbled path and came to stop in front of a tree. Its brilliant leaves littered the pavement making a soft bed for Rex as he sat at the base of it. The ombre oranges of the leaves were nothing like he had seen on any of his campaigns, so delicately gentle in its simplicity but strong and resolute in its colour. Rex put his head in his hands and took a strong deep breath in, his eyes rolled shut and he let the peaceful air roll over him, willing it to take away the pit that had made its home in his stomach.
When Rex closed his eyes, time seemed to stop. It all just felt like an unruly storm of all his worst memories and darkest fears. He felt like he was slipping slowly into his own darkness.
He felt a small hand on his forearm. He looked up. A small face looked back up at him. âYouâre not a Jedi.â The kid was so small, smaller than Ahsoka when Rex first met her.
âIâm not.â Rex replied. The kid seemed to stare into his eyes so intently, a watchful curiousness interrogating his psyche.
âYouâre sad.â The child said matter-of-factly. âWhatâs wrong?â
Rex struggled, this tiny Jedi was so untouched by the horrors of the galaxy, holding so much care in their small but intense gaze.
âNothingâs wrong kid.â Rex was trying his best to reassure the kid and convince himself of the statement. Rex took a breath, looking down at the youngling.
âYou know, Master Yoda says the trees call to you when youâre sad. Thatâs why Iâm here.â
Rex looked at the kid with concern. âAre you sad?â
The kid nuzzled underneath Rexâs arm and settled their head in the crook of his shoulder looking up to the starship studded skies of Coruscant. âNo. But if youâre here, youâre sad, and everyone needs a friend when they are sad.â
âYeah, they do kid.â A small smile formed on Rexâs face the weight on his side shifted to snuggle in closer. The youngling was warm and safe beside him, reminding him of when, as cadets, they would all curl up together after the Kaminoans had disappeared. The child squirmed to face him once again.
âWhatâs your name Mr. Soldier?â Rex had never been addressed as such and his heart softened as he went to reply.
âMy nameâs Rex, whatâs yours?â
âMy name is Y/N.â
âThatâs a very nice name.â Kamino had never trained him on how to speak to little ones, neither had Ahsoka. He hoped he was doing okay.
âCan I tell you a secret Rex?â Rex was slightly shocked by the question. He nodded in the affirmative and the child to his side kept speaking. âI was lying to you earlier.â They left a beat. âI am sad.â Rexâs heart sank, the child continued. âIâm sad because there is so much pain in the galaxy, and I canât fix it. I wish I could make everyone happy. But I can be happy for those near me who need it, and make them smile.â
Rex pondered the younglingâs words. Even miniature Jedi sounded like little oracles. âWell Y/N, I think you made me a bit happier.â Rex offered.
âI think thatâs all we can do. Especially right now. Youâll get through this Rex, I believe in you.â The youngling closed their eyes and relaxed completely into the clone beside them.
âThankyou for sitting with me Y/N.â Rexâs mind began to quiet for what felt like the first time in months. The wind blew cooly against his face as the younglingâs chest began to rise and fall rhythmically. A soft otherworldly comfort began to engulf Rex, his own breathing slowed as he let his head rest on the trunk of the tree. Maybe this place called to him for a reason, he wasnât a Jedi, but he could have sworn he could feel it. Feel it healing him, warming him from his persistent winter. An orange golden leaf fell from the tree, skittering down gently through the wind and landing on Rexâs shoulder.
Maybe this is what Ahsoka meant when she said she was one with the force and the force was with her.
For the first time in a long time, he felt at peace.












