#halsey misc

Every promise that you break. Every time you try to place the blame on me. I don't wanna control the pain. Turn it into thе fire I need. The feeling rushes through mе. Can you still hear me cry? But after all, I'm standing on my own this time. Say I mean the world to you to keep me on my knees, keep me on my knees. Then dig the knife in deeper just to watch how much I bleed. Stripped to the bone, I don't wanna be alone, no matter how I plead. You do it 'cause you know you can. Turn around and bite the hand that feeds. I've played your twisted game, played your twisted game. Now watch me walk through the flames. Choking on the taste of your mistakes. And now you're the one on your knees. That's why you bite the hand that feeds.

I am so lucky. Everybody, get in line to meet the girl who flew too high. Who does it all just to be liked by strangers that she met online. Did it all to be included, my self-loathing so deep-rooted inner child that's unrecruited. Truth is I'm not suited for it. When I die, I won't have time to spend my money, but I hope that you still love me. 'Cause I'm so lucky, I'm a star. But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life then why, why, why do these tears come at night? Why they come? Why they come? Why they come? Why they come?

And I will always be a martyr. I will fill your life with sounds. I'll be a wind chime in the window catching light to throw around. And I will tear apart your bedroom. I'll call you in the night. I will exist in every second just to decorate your life. And when you're done, you can discard me like the others always do. And I will nurse my wounds until another artist needs me new. And I will always reassemble to fit perfectly in view for anybody that decides that I'm of use. Lonely is the muse, ah ah. Lonely is the muse, ah ah. Lonely is the muse. Lonely and forgotten is the.

I shaved my head four times because I wanted to. And then I did it one more time 'cause I got sick. I am so lucky. And I thought I changed so much, nobody would notice it, and no one did. Then I left the doctor's office full of tears. Became a single mom at my premiere. And I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year. And that's the biggest lie of my career. But I'm so lucky, I'm a star. And I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life then why do these tears come at night? I'm so lucky, I'm a star. But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life then why do these tears come at night? She's so lucky, she's so lucky. She's so lucky, she's so. Haven't you heard?

And why she losing so much weight? I heard it's from the drugs she ate. And I feel her, but I can't relate. 'Cause I'd never end up in that state. A girl like that is a mother, must be tough. A problem child, I was rough. But what do you do with a difficult grownup? When I die, I won't have time to spend my money. But I hope that you still love me. Da da da da, da da mm. 'Cause I'm so lucky, I'm so lucky, I'm a star. But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life, then why do these tears come at night?

Looking right, looking like all the stars are fated. I remember the night. I was so frustrated. I touch your hand for the first time. I see it on your face, then another lifetime's flashing by. I'm here, standing in the same dress. You're in your apartment. I'm already gone. When you left, I bet you held her body closer. And I was hoping you would tell her it was over. You're all I think about and everywhere I look. I know it's bad, but we could be so good.

This is the last time, I'ma do you the honor. I gave you a headline, I know I shouldn't bother. This is a lesson to take, hold someone tight and they break. Then you say it's a mistake, but you meant it anyway. Now you can blame me, tell them you made me. Ignore the shit that you did on the daily. Think that you played me but you can save me all of that shit about how I'm fucking crazy. Said you'd take a bullet, told me you would die for me. I had a really bad feeling you'd be lying to me. We were on the low, but you were getting high with me. Learned a lesson when you showed a different side, I see. Said you'd die for me, you'd die for me, you'd die for me. You'd die, you'd die, you'd die. But you lied to me, you lied to me, you lied to me. You lied, you lied, you lied. Said you'd die for me, you'd die for me, you'd die for me. You'd die, you'd die, you'd die. But you lied to me, you lied to me, you lied to me, yeah. You lied, you lied, you lied.