#hallows high

this has been so, so much fun. To all the people who’ve liked my character, and chatted to me and plotted and rp’d and put up with me, thank you so much!!! You’ve been with me in the first month of a new job, which has been pretty horrid sometimes but speaking to you guys really made it a lot less shit, so thank you. I’ve not rpd in a while so it was a breath of fresh air to be able to do so, and just have fun with a character!!

Some of you will have seen that this is a sideblog; my main blog is http://this-will-straighten-those-curls.tumblr.com/ where I post art and reblog. If you want to hit me up there, please feel free to! Even if you’re not joining Limbo, I would love to keep chatting and hanging out. I’m gonna put Bea in Limbo but I may end up being a little slower because I have a bunch of OCs that have been neglected for the past month and I’d like to draw some more of them again ;v;

it’s 8 am, sleep is for the weak and I’m up contemplating about a LOT of shit. Like, a LOT.

I’d like to begin by saying thank you to @bansheeandfae for convincing me and pushing me to join Hallows High. Without you bby I think tbh I’d have never gotten my RP mojo back.

As the RP group comes to a close I’ve found myself reminiscing on the fact that after so long of not having a good muse to write with, it’s been so strange to feel that rush of creativity flow beneath my fingers. That I was able to meet a slew of new people who genuinely loved and sought out my characters. It is a feeling I embrace and adore completely. Also to feel loved enough for people to ask me, “hey after hallows high, what are you doing?” is something that no words can describe the emotion it gives me.

The improvements to my art, the general kindness of everyone and the accepting nature that was this tumblr group ultimately created a positive environment on an extremely toxic website. That achievement alone deserves applause. In Hallows High I’ve met new people, embraced new voices and more importantly, a really close friend ( ;) @bansheeandfae) and I reconnected and it’s just been...incredibly uplifting? Especially given the choking loneliness I had experienced prior to this.

I dunno to give you the idea of the warmth and adoration in my heart, I was at one point juggling 5 different chats at the same time of people who were actively seeking my interaction? People who say, “hello” or “hiya” or “imma tuch ur booty” and it’s not like before where I was sitting in a seat of my own hermitude with hardly any social contact. It felt nice feeling alive again I suppose and not like I was playing puppeteer in my own sick comedy.

Long angsty shenanigans aside, I’d extend a thank you and remind everyone that for me personally, this is not necessarily a goodbye. For in the end, you’ll always be able to find me, I’ll see you guys later.

((this looks so bad but :D)

“As friends, I mean. Of course.” *sweats loudly*