Really disappointed, but only in myself so what's new. And I really want to cry, but everything makes me cry so that's no different. And it's stupid because it's small and insignificant but I feel like my life is that way too. And it sucks too because my afternoon was actually quite nice and it took such a downward turn but every day seems to do that to me. And most of all I'd like to know what's wrong with me because it feels like something's wrong and I don't like that.