#halethesourestwolf

As a fellow chronic migraine sufferer, I completely understand and I really appreciate the offer (seriously, bless you, it’s so sweet and made me smile)

Being Human!Robron AU 

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for @halethesourestwolf (Happy Fandom Appreciation Week!!!)

Diane is always cold. :(

thank you  😭 😭 😭 you’re so sweet and kind. yeah I don’t so much mind the idea that I have to take meds to keep stable (which I know bothers some other ppl), but I hate that I’m constantly having to think about and worry about when I have to take my medication, if I’ve missed my meds, whether or not I’ll have access to my meds when I need to take them, have I run out of meds? It’s so stressful and worries me so much, and it was bad enough when I was once a day, bc that was manageable. Now it’s twice a day (because otherwise I’d basically overdose on lithium) and I just........ can’t. And I’d love to just say “fuck it” and lower my lithium so I can go back to once a day and make me less stressed and miserable, but OH YEAH, THAT’S LITERALLY THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME NOT SUICIDAL and like. That’s farrrrr more important to me than anything else.

I know I should just be grateful that I’m on meds that are actually working for me, and that I can access but. I’m tired of accidentally sleeping through my meds time, or running out of meds when I need them bc my doc took too long to renew the prescription, or freaking out bc it’s too busy at work to be able to go take my meds, or I left them at home, or etc etc etc.

I’m going overseas in a month and it’s all I can think about -- do I have enough to take with me? What time will it be in that country when I’m supposed to be taking my meds? If I’m out in the city, do I need to bring all of my meds plus water in my purse? How do I just casually take 3 pills?

Finally, MY PILLS TASTE TERRIBLE AND CAN OCCASIONALLY MAKE ME VERY NAUSEOUS WHEN I DON’T EAT THEM WITH FOOD

Hollyoaks might bring up and draw attention to so many different and important issues, but they really do mess them up royally, and they treat them like a joke most of the time. As a CSA and mental health sufferer, so many things have triggered me that they've done. I watch sometimes, but I'd never vote for them. ED might fail on some, but they take them seriously regardless, and it shows, even if it's not touched on enough, it's handled with care.

I think the time for a break-up is well over, and now it’s time for them to actually figure out how to be together properly, dealing with their issues instead of keeping secrets and not talking about stuff, because clearly they’ve not yet learnt their lessons with this.