#hahahahahaha...

🌂 we love our friends so so so so so much...

🌂 it's a different thing from romantic love, but not by much, the difference is more just shifting how we relate to the same feeling, where it slots into our head

🌂 and

🌂 outside of a handful of contexts, sexually loaded contexts of course (even though we're not an especially sexual existence, though certainly depraved in what of it we do feel), as it's a safer topic when everyone expects to be making passes at everyone, and also when huddled up against our sweetheart in bed, there, where only she'll hear, in those two sole sanctuaries

🌂 i can talk about how lovely, lovable and loved my friends are

🌂 but...

🌂 a low chuckle

🌂 nowhere else, y'know?

🌂 might scare them off, images filling my head, and honestly taking me breaching the topic as me wanting to "upgrade" would be a perfectly reasonable conclusion for them to jump to even as that isn't what I want at all.........

🌂 it's rough.

🌂 took a lot to post this one on my blog (even as nonspecific as it is here...), and lemme prove it to you: