#hadasah

hmm no lie but it’s weird being a BT that’s not due to like “oh nothing in the secular world made sense” and instead it’s like “i don’t know, i’ve always been very in tune with my Judaism even when i knew next to nothing. it was always the most important part of my identity and there’s nothing else that matters as much” bc now i’m like... idk genuinely like YESHIVISH hashkafa but i’m still growing up??? like i jumped into things bc it’s not hard for me and i feel a connection to it but like i’m also dumb as hell and still trying to figure out my life and watching like stuuuupid things like Riverdale even tho i know it’s garbage for my neshama and i curse too much and hahfjskskakdj idk