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1) Self harmed? Yes.

2) Got into a real fight? Idk. Sort of, but not really.

3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.

4) Tried to commit suicide? Tried, yes.

5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes.

6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Yes. I do this regularly.

7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? I don't think I have, I'm really bad with words.

8) Accused someone of using you? Yes, I let them continue to use me though.

9) Shoplifted? Yes.

10) Gotten drunk/high? Yes & yes.

11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Yes.

12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Yes.

(Right now) are you:

13) Suicidal? I always am, I'm not at my lowest right now though. Although, I could still do it at any moment.

14) Bored? Extremely.

15) Avoiding someone? No.

16) Avoiding some task? Yes.

17) Depressed? Very.

18) Crying? No.

19) Annoyed with a friend? Yes.

20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Yes. Its a permanent thing for me.

Do you:

21) Get depressed easily? Yes.

22) Get jealous/devious easily? Oh, yes.

23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? No, it just escalates my problems.

24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? All the time.

25) Try hard in all your classes at school? No. I do not have the energy.

26) Go out drinking? Not as often as I used to, but yes.

27) Smoke cigarettes? I've stopped.

28) Smoke weed? Not regularly.

29) Do any hard drugs? No.

30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, why? Weed is not a hard drug.

31) Believe in god/Belong to a religion of your own free will? I am Atheist.

32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Yes.

33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? Most definitely. 

34) Believe that people deserve second chances? I wish I didn't, but I do.

35) Agree with 'an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth'? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) Sort of.

36) Think things will get better? No.

37) Fell afraid that you have done something wrong and will eventually be punished? Yes.

38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) Yes.

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend

39) Long hair OR short hair? Not long like girls-long hair but not like 'only on the scalp' short.

40) (for girls one) Nice smile OR nice abs? Smile.

41) (for guys one) Nice smile OR nice chest? -

42) Shy OR open? Shy.

43) Eyes OR body? Eyes.

44) Religious OR non-religious? Non-religious.

45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Non-restricting but caring when needs be.

46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? Not bothered.

47) Piercings OR no piercings? I don't mind either.

48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? I prefer tattoos but not having them isn't a deal-breaker.

49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Bit of both.

50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? Friends.

Would you:

51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? Yes.

52) Smoke weed? Yes.

53) Smoke cigarettes? Yes.

54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? Yes.

55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? I probably would, but I shouldn't.

56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? Yes.

57) Keep your faith (any religious views) no matter what? If I believed in something, I'd stick to it until hard evidence proves me wrong.

58) Join a band as a part time activity? No.

59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? If they put themselves into the situation, no but if otherwise, yes.

60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? Yes.

61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what it was like? No.

62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? Yes.

63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? Not properly edited, maybe just the colour though.

64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? Depends what it was.

65) Be nice to someone who was friends with you, but a cunt to other people? Yea, why not if they're nice to me.

66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn't like them? Yes.

67) Lie to someone close to you because you don't want them to put up with your problems? Yes.

68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? Yes.

69) Get surgery on any part of you? If so, which part? Breast enlargement. Legs. Maybe arms.

70) Sleep naked? Yes.

You can only chose 1:

71) Black or orange? Black.

72) Metalcore or post-hardcore? -

73) Cellphone or computer? Cellphone.

74) Chocolate milk OR coke? Coke.

75) Tumblr OR friends? Hmm, that's a hard one.

76) Apple OR PC? I hate Apple but I own Apple products (hypocrite alert)

77) TV Shows OR movies? TV Shows.

78) Old bands OR new bands? Old, most definitely. 

79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? -

80) Reading OR listening to music? Reading.

81) Coke OR Pepsi? Coke.

82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? Changing.

83) Breakdown OR clean vocal bridge? -

84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Kellin Quinn.

85) Ronnie OR Craig? Neither.

86) Your life as a comedy OR your life as a documentary? Comedy.

87) Go to outer space OR go all around Europe? Outer space.

88) Shoes OR shirts? Shoes.

89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? Suicide Silence.

90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education? If a job was guaranteed, I'd drop out of school.

91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. Yes

92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? Yes.

93) Do you want to travel when you're older? All over.

94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? No.

95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? Yes.

96) Rather be the opposite gender? No.

97) What will you name your son/daughter? Son- I like Darren and David, Darren being quite a recent choice and David I have wanted since I was young. I have no idea for a girl, I quite like Elle but I'm not sure/

98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? I think I do, I got a bad reputation at school and anyone older in than me seems to know who I am, it had died down now I am in the oldest year of school though. 

99) What band do you hate the most? Fucking JLS. Muppets.

Anyone know if there's a place I can watch Dr Who episodes online? Message me or something, I would greatly GREATLY appreciate it if anyone has any options for me.

K thanks :)