Hey look it’s our one month anniversary thing. I can’t believe it has been a month already. It doesn’t feel like a month right? Or maybe it does hm. For me, the whole month went by extremely quick. UM I don’t know if I should be gay for this or just joke my way out of it like I usually do hm um hm um hm. Probably both.
Just a couple of months ago, I never would have even imagined being in a relationship with somebody. You know I don’t like talking about my feelings and all that sissy stuff so I stay far away from being with someone romantically, that is, until I met you. i feel really blessed to have met you, and to have met when we did. I think the timing was perfect for both me and you as well. I don’t know if you remember, but I remember the first thing we talked about. Do you remember huh huh? Our first conversation was about my tongue hurting, romantic right, I know. Thinking of that first day I never thought I’d be committed to you but I guess it was inevitable, considering how lovely you are. You make me so fucking happy and you don’t even have to try, you just do. I know I say this often, and maybe say it too often, but you really do make me happy, there’s no other way to put it.
You know sometimes, I think you deserve much better than me and by that I mean, somebody who is more stable? I really wasn’t aware I had insecurities and problems of my own, before having feelings for you. I guess I feel like I’m not enough only because I know you and I know that you deserve the entire world, and even more than that, you deserve only the best. I try really hard to improve myself and work on my insecurities so I can be perfect for you. That is all I want, to be perfect for you, to really be your last. I want you to have the best too because I know I already have the best. I swear I’ll keep trying, I’ll be everything you deserve and more.
You really are my greatest gift, you changed my life for the better and I can’t thank you enough. You bring all my feelings out of me, I don’t know how to explain it. I’M SPRUNG, I don’t know man I’ll be a fool for you any day I don’t care. I really can’t imagine being with anybody else nor do I want anyone else. You are the only person I need. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. I wish you didn’t have those insecurities. I wish I can be the one to show you how beautiful you are, I want you to feel loved. Tell me any other insecurities you have and I’ll help you through them. I want us to help each other and grow together. Let your worries become my worries. I’ll try and help you through anything, that’s why I’m here. I’ll always be the shoulder you can lean on. You don’t have to worry about sounding stupid with me, nothing you ever say to me will be stupid or useless. Tell me everything that is on your mind. I want you to trust me with everything. We’re a team, you know you’re not alone, you always have me.
You are my best friend, you are my everything. I love being yours and I wish it stays like this forever, please make me yours forever. I trust you and I need you more than anything. I love you so very much. You are my one and only, there is nobody else. You have my heart and I can’t wait to celebrate many more anniversaries with you. Happy one month my love.
