#gypsyleerose

The ever so lovely @nerdistgal. Love you darling 💋 #bellydancer #gypsy #gypsyleerose #pirate #wench #renaissancefestival #bayarearenfest #tampa #florida #floridagirls #april

"What's your name? Who's your daddy? Is he rich like me? Has he taken any time to show you what you need to live?" #timeoftheseason #thezombies #gypsyleerose #gypsy

I've always been the girl that guys wanted to mess around with, but never keep as a permanent fixture in their lives. & those that did only cheated on me & used me for what they could get out of me. Then left me to question why I wasn't good enough. I see all these couples & I ask myself, why am I always the Marilyn & never the Audrey? Maybe I yearn for a James Dean; a rebel without a cause...a bad boy, but with a good heart. But what makes a person want to be monogamous, wanting to only be with only one other? & why am I never good enough in anyone's mind to be said person? Maybe I give too much. Maybe my heart is too big. Maybe I'm 'too nice'. Maybe I'm just a fucking idiot. & maybe...maybe I'm not meant to be loved. Maybe I'm meant to spend my time here giving others what they need & not what I need. Maybe no one CAN give me what I need... Always, "Marilyn" xoxo