Mar 21, 2022
Crying over you and how much I miss you. I feel like you were one of my best friends and a stranger all at once and my heart crumbles each time I think too long about it all.
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Crying over you and how much I miss you. I feel like you were one of my best friends and a stranger all at once and my heart crumbles each time I think too long about it all.
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I asked "how can I honor you now?"
I'm not getting any closer to feeling peace about this loss. This... brings more uneasiness.
I am grasping at anything to bring him closer to me again. One more bear hug. One more stupid joke. I can hear his voice in my head constantly and I see/feel him everywhere but nothing tangible. That's what's devastating. I have nothing tangible. Nothing I can carry, hold onto. I have memories and pictures and that's it right now.
I sat talking to the wind at the end of the dock for an hour and a half, and every time the wind blew, it seemed to be in reply to something I said. But it could all be a coincidence. And I yelled at him in my head that I'll never know if it's him, he'd have to slap me in the face to get me to accept it. The wind just blew harder. A turtle poked it's head out from the water. Fish flipped in the distance. A bird dove under the surface. I kept talking and crying. And the wind kept blowing.
☀️ FRIYAY ☀️ . . . #gwkd
Happy #AOTuesday!! ✨🌻💫 #gwkd
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