#gweilo ghost

But I saw the sun rise, pouring light up on the coast

I wish I was pouring light, I wish I wasn't pouring Tos'

And my wish is my command, but I ain't strong enough to cope

The formation of your face has me clinging on to hope

Inability to change my past has grabbed me by the throat

When I try to make amends, my words get caught up and I choke

But I promise real pain in these lyrics that I wrote

I chose a path that's filled with just as much beauty as pain

Ignored the former and sunshine felt like standing in rain

Ignored the former abusing drugs and it snuffed out my flame

Cause I been having nightmares in this bed that I made

To get up out this hole, an NDE's what I need

Time is cruel, it made me crueler, that's what's happened to me

But there's a light in this tunnel that's been waiting for me