There are two people on this planet that I care about and love immensely and they care and love me as well.
One of these people is slightly nice while the other is slightly not-so nice.
Most of the time, when I get angry, I take it out on the slightly nice person and I'm not sure why.
I think it's because I'm more scared of the slightly not-so nice person and the slightly nice person is more forgiving and calm about things.
This is where the problem lies, however.
By being meaner to the slightly nice person, I feel terrible and, if the anger is escalated high enough, we could yell at each other.
The same thing for the slightly not-so nice person, but we tend to get more angry faster.
The reason I get so angry lies within trust and responsibility.
These two people who I love and care about so much can't trust me enough to take responsibility and do what I'm suppose to do.
The reason I'm writing this is because I don't know how to fix things.
I want to do what I want to do... but also be responsible and trustworthy.