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lonely child born of nepotism, sarang chung is introduced to the world as the product of a loveless marriage between an olympic medalist and his renown haute couture model of a wife. the child is fawned over & said to be destined for greatness from her formative years, but the flashes of paparazzi cameras conceal the fact that sarang's talent pales in comparison to that of her parents.
concept: is it freedom or is it loneliness? / concept: tender, only when you want to be.
she's introduced to the world of figure skating under the performance name pippa upon a failed attempt at kickstarting her career as a child actress. she trains tirelessly, almost exhaustively ā the sound of blades scratching ice is one of her earliest memories & she recalls it fondly, until she doesn't. energy spent solely on mastering the sport & contending to international competitions, her wellbeing is neglected under the strict order of her parents. she remembers the first loss like a knife & decides then that it simply is forbidden to occur again.
concept: there are ways of dying that don't end in funerals. / concept: when will you stop belonging to this hungry thing inside you?
āāāāāāāāā [...] the pressure building alongside the burden of perfection she bears, her severe exhaustion & burnout should come as no surprise, but they do. rumours of pippa turning to substance abuse circulate throughout the sports community. one ill-fated competition proves itself a challenge too far as she misses the landing of a pirouette & breaks her leg on ice, horrifically broadcasted for the entire world to witness. after taking a year away from the spotlight, she's attempting to pivot her career into the modelling industry as skating's been deemed too dangerous for the time being.
concept: you are not too far gone to be healed, are you ?
explain your reputation. what caused it and how do you feel about it?
ā there's no such thing as bad press, that's what my publicist has always said. ā she bows her head coyly, a dramaticized show of her disagreement. she still hasn't quite mastered the art of sincerity. ā but i simply beg to differ. the support i receive from my fans means the absolute world to me ā to know i'm someone others look up to is an honour, so i try my hardest to put my best foot forward. after the accident ā ā a sharp pause follows, open faced palm reaching out and over her chest. ā after all the love and wishes i received, that really solidified it for me. i'm grateful for those that believe in me, after i almost lost everything. ā
how far are you willing to go to keep your secret buried?
ā secrets ? i don't have any of those. i've been an open book with my supporters [...] i hate the term fans ā after the accident, i want to show you all the most sincere version of myself. yeah, that put a lot into perspective for me, especially after the murders. i've learned not to take a single thing for granted. ā
much of her background needs to be redacted since it ties into her secret but we'll discover it together and have a great time <333 tl;dr my ex-figure skating champion tragically transitions her career into modelling following a fluke accident that prevents her from competing further
her fans adore her and her reputation outside hollywood is great, but industry insiders know the #real pippa that has temper tantrums, a bratty attitude & is difficult to work with šš
she can be a bit ... mechanical in her interactions, in the way her sentences are carefully curated unless she's lashing out fjdosdjosdjsd... it takes a while to break past that barrier with her otherwise she appears like the squid game doll to the naked eye
ultimately..... just wants to be loved and needs someone to tell her that evil girls can be loved too
w/c: anything and everything!!!! i'm going to add more to this but i want to make sure i can get my intro out tonight but if anything in her intro sparked your interest hmu :D
a never-ending pile of creased leather notebooks, always having a full answering machine, a smile that promises you're about to be let in on a secret, the smell of incense burning, laughter from the other side of the room at a party, receipts and napkins with indecipherable scribbles, the false intimacy of candlelight, a mind that ticks endlessly like a clock, a collection of matches from all around the world, the way perfume lingers on clothes, the first sip of coffee at midnight when there's a long road ahead, a kind of confidence that inspires devotion, the inherent romanticism of handwritten letters, curiosity that borders on obsession, the crackle of an old record player, curing all ails with sunshine and saltwater, turning conversations into scripts even when you don't mean to, the cool touch of silk bedsheets, tortoiseshell framed glasses, a penchant for secrecy, imported cigarettes at the bottom of an expensive purse.
TW:Ā veryĀ briefĀ mentionsĀ ofĀ alcoholism, religion and death.
the origins of a screenwriter are of little consequence in the grand scheme of hollywood. most of the time, ines sampaio exists in the public mind the way venus was birthed from the seafoamāĀ which is to say suddenly, from places unknown. the truth is less cinematic. tucked away in a quiet pocket of rio de janeiro, the sampaio household would serve as the backdrop to the beginnings of a dream misunderstood. she always had a talent for storytelling. the third born daughter to a saint and a drunk didn't make most things easy, but creative power was not something ines ever struggled with. she was an outcast in her town from a young age, with an imagination that drove many a catholic school nun into scandalous outrage. teachers praised her brilliance in the classroom, while her parents tried to convince her that her mind would be put to better use in a more traditional field, like the ones her siblings favored.
writing wasn't something ines even considered at first, aside from the diaries she'd started keeping since she was seven. in the beginning, the tale weaving was only oral; elaborate stories rewriting her own life passed on to shopkeepers, classmates, sometimes even her own siblings. it wasn't her intention to lie, in fact ines knew it would be very easy to separate fact from fiction when most of the time the events she was rewriting involved her notoriously deadbeat father. what she wanted to do was captivateā and at that, ines succeeded. putting pen to paper was only the natural next step, adolescence finding her with a whole new host of problems to work out, which she did in the privacy of locked journals.
she's introduced to film by chance; there'd never been a television in the sampaio household, a luxury they couldn't afford. the movies they'd watch in school never interested her, monotonous and filled to the brim with religious lessons ines couldn't care less about. but real film? it was love at first sight. she'd made a friend the summer before she turned thirteen, beatriz, that would change her life in more than one way. together the girls would sneak into cinemas, watching reruns of classic films, or anticipating the arrival of new ones with a hunger unable to be satisfied entirely. soon enough ines was inspired to write her own scripts, beatriz serving as the heroine in a myriad of never-finished screenplays. they dreamt of los angeles, of leaving brazil togetherā only beatriz would die a little after her sixteenth birthday. a terrible accident, they called it. but no papers mentioned the unnatural way the girl's body had bent, nor the eyes that would forever gaze into nothing. it would be the first line ines wrote for the screenplay that finally had an ending.
at seventeen years old she left her hometown for good, her new chapter in the city of angels just beginning.
in 1985, ines arrived in california with nothing but a suitcase and the address of a grandmother she hadn't seen since her baptism scrawled out on a worn piece of paper. iara de andrade was a retired music teacher living in laurel canyon, who took ines in under the condition she would make something of herself. a patron of the arts herself, it was the first time ines felt a semblance of what it must have felt like to grow up supported. under her grandmother's guidance, she was able to adjust to her new life easily, like slipping on a second skin. the faraway dream of a girl trapped in a place too small to hold her ambition became a reality when she was accepted into emerson college's filmaking program. boston was nothing like los angelesā it took a different kind of adjusting, and in those first few months her passion for film was her only lifeline. it's why ines didn't hesitate to lie her way into one of the more competitive classes, which had already been filled for the semester. stealing the spot of another student, ines knew whatever she did from that point on, it would have to be brilliant. she hasn't looked back since.
although she's established in her career, having made a name for herself over the last ten years, her dedication to her craft has never faltered. there were setbacks, like her father's passing in 1989, or her grandmother's only two years ago, like the projects that died in production, or the ones critics failed to see value in. but none of it deterred her from the path she knows is hers, nor the strive for relevancy she continues to reach towards. acclaim isn't enough; ines wants to change the world through her screenplays. it's why some of her most credited projects are those that leave audiences thinking and speaking about them, not because they necessarily would love to watch them again, but because there was something haunting and thought provoking there and they couldn't deny they felt it.
news of the hollywood hunter is the first thing to rattle her sense of security in a long time, leaving ines shaken. but underneath that thereās the morbid curiosity of a writer. as someone whoās explored darker themes of life, death, and morality in her work, even delving into psychological horror in the past, a part of ines canāt help but feelĀ fascinatedĀ by the hollywood hunter. if it wasnāt her reality perhaps she could even find the story of it all poetic. although she realistically knows she could very well be a target, ines is not totally immune to the god complex that comes with status. a part of her stays detached and lets her believe maybe she Ā isĀ untouchable, but once the day comes to an end and she closes her eyes to sleep, the impending sense of doom gets harder to ignore.
for a public figure, ines has a private nature, which ironically seems to add to her intrigue. sheās selective with interviews, famously claiming to loathe them, but does seem to pour her all into them when she feels she has something poignant to say. one of her biggest pet peeves are celebrities who purposely attract the attention of tabloids, and sheās not shy to hide her disdain whenever casting directors consider such figures for any of her projects.
contradictory to her sense of privacy, she does have a wide circle of friends and acquaintances, many of whom are considered bigger names in hollywood. most of those friendships were forged at her infamous house parties where artists of all trades mingle, and more notably gossip, within the privacy of her own home. while ines does enjoy the social and networking aspect of her parties, and loves hosting even more, her biggest takeaway from her parties is always the opportunity to observe hollywoodās most prominent with their guards down. whatever secrets come to light, ines will lock them into her vault of inspiration, and likely recycle and regurgitate information into her screenplays.
undeniably gifted, if the quality of her work is anything to go by, her good reputation makes perfect sense. pair that with a personable nature and a penchant for collecting hollywood friendships, and the stage is set. but bias can be a blinding thingā sensical or not, thereās no saying ines is deserving of her positive reputation. compulsive and enigmatic qualities are overlooked or brushed off by those she works with, sometimes because they consider her a friend, sometimes because thereās often a more difficult person on set. she tows the line on what she can get away with while maintaining her reputation, and so far, itās worked. she finds it convenient to be seen positively, but at the same time, sheās not particularly attached to the maintenance of that label. above all ines values her artistic freedom, so if there ever comes a time sheād have to sacrifice integrity to be seen a certain way, she wonāt do it.
once a project of hers has been cast, ines will always make tiny rewrites to her scripts to include tiny, seemingly innocuous details from the actors' lives into their roles. usually itās as simple as giving a character the same old childhood dog the actor had, or perhaps changing a background characterās name to one with some kind of meaning to the actor. her process is almost always received well by those she works with.
before owning her own place, she had a residency at the hollywod hotel roosevelt for almost a full year. a lot of inspiration for her earlier work was gathered by watching guests come and go, as well as for screenplays that never saw the light of day. to this day ines has a cocktail named after her, an elevated take on a gin fizz, which can be ordered at the roosevelt lobby bar.
sheās farsighted and wears her prescription glasses often, especially in work settings. for industry events and award ceremonies sheāll opt for contacts, amusingly confusing an attendee or two into mistaking her for a no-name, upcoming actress almost every time.
she speaks five languages fluently: portuguese, english, spanish, italian, and french, in order of proficiency.
unabashedly gatekeeps. ines will cut designer labels out of her clothes not only because she prefers the simplistic look, but because thereās less of a chance of recreation.
she holds an appreciation for the music scene passed down from her grandmother, and takes every chance to immerse herself when she's staying at her laurel canyon property, which was also passed down from her grandmother.
since her birthday is january 4th, ines will famously extend the span of holiday celebrations to include her birthday, declaring the real start to the new year couldn't possibly exist before january 5th.
she has a private landline number, which only a handful of people have. for those select few she's available no matter the situation or time of day.
ines is reticent to talk about her past, and prefers to keep both public and private knowledge of her life before california nonexistent. for this reason alone she's happy with her place behind the prying eye of the camera and widespread public fame.
primarily writes for films, although she's written for tv before. while most of her work has been in english, ines has done a handful of projects in portuguese as well.
anything and everything! i would of course love to see other people in film or tv she's worked with before: people she's worked with more than once because they got along great, people she'll pull out of projects for because they've worked together before and it was a disaster, actors she's written whole scripts for, actors she begrudgingly accepts working with because although she can't stand them, no one brings a role to life the same way. i could go on and on but anything you could imagine to fall under this category... i'd love to see. celebrities who frequent her infamous house parties: this one is self explanatory and is 100% open to all muses, not just those in the film world. and lastly... people she's inspired by: this sounds so broad but i imagine there are a handful of celebrities ines would be transfixed by, mainly because of their stories. whether or not ines is upfront about this could depend. maybe your character knows they're a muse of sorts, or maybe your character is in the dark, and ines isn't being clear with her intentions in their connection. i would say watch this space but i really love crafting muse specific connections so i'm running out of steam for ideas. i will say concepts that are always welcome are exes, rivals or competitors, close friendships, broken friendships, confidants, etc. AND CUE THE END CREDITS!!!
sexuality : says she's bisexual but likely lesbian
relationship status : tbd but a prolific PR dater
education level : dropped out of high school
family : diana henley nee smith ( mother , alive ) , kurt henley ( father , ?? ) . no siblings or other immediate family .
people may say she's similar to : lucy gray baird ( hunger games ), jackie taylor ( yellowjackets ) , pearl douglas ( pearl ) , marianne sheridan ( normal people )
current job : a model . trying to be : an actress .
known as : the malleable . the meek . the mild tempered . the pushover . the eager to please .
reputation : used to be good when she was just known as a model , but bad now that she's trying her hand at being an actress .
love language : words of affirmation
likes : braiding people's hair , walking the catwalk or red carpet , cutting her own hair , inky pens and parchment paper , hard covered novels , a large array of pillows and cushions , matching silver and gold jewellery , running on the treadmill , the way people knock on doors , going to the cinemas , jazz bars , those conversations you have with someone right before you both fall asleep .
dislikes : red flavoured lollies , greasy burgers , being touched without permission or prior consent , interviews and most interviewers , bad photographs / photography , the feeling of being rushed , being spoken over , dry lips and dry hands , flavoured water and sparkling water
star sign : taurus
moment when she knew she ' made it ' : walking in the victoria secret fashion show of '93
favourite food : breakfast savoury food
favourite holiday : new years
favourite colour : purple mauve or deep red like red carpets
favourite item : her dad's vintage button up shirt from the 50s
š°š±š¾šš .
i . cindy has been in the spotlight since she's been a child . she's been the face of your favourite cereal . the girl in advertisements telling you to eat your daily fibre . the baby who crawled over baby toilet paper and perfectly said ' goo goo gaa gaa ' .
ii . if you know cindy , then it's verrryyy likely you know her mum-ager , diana . and you've likely been yelled at by her , cussed out by her , begged for attention by her , shrieked at to ' just her one more chance ! ' or vaguely stalked by her . diana has never stopped at anything to ensure that cindy will be a star .
iii . cindy found success in modelling . she started as a child , but kept a steady incline in her career . men , especially , loved her . she found a home in their opinions of her . her and diana would always be fed , relevant , and popular , if the men of the world loved cindy henley .
iv . while you may have heard and seen diana stomping around sets , hissing at people - cindy is the meek one who lingers behind and avoids eye contact . when people got a chance with cindy by herself , they realised pretty quickly that she was a bit pathetic . she had nothing to say , no real social cues , and she was always looking over her shoulder , paranoid her mother may appear and tell her off for doing the wrong things . women especially were often seen as her enemy and competition .
v . as cindy grew older , she began to be more comfortable with hollywood , bright lights , herself , modelling . she got more comfortable saying no . although she very rarely exercises that right . she's still very scared of doing the wrong thing by anyone , but its now helped her in the in-verse in which she can make friends in the industry because she's very eager to please . she'll say yes to the party , if she's invited . she'll have a drink with you . yes yes yes , she'll say it all day . please like me , is what she's begging for .
vi . in her early 20s especially , cindy soared in modelling . she was the face of many campaigns , ads , high fashion brands . she walked the red carpet , she glowed during modelling shoots . she found herself , but more than that : she was good at her job . and she enjoyed it .
vii . according to diana , cindy is getting old . she's 26 , has peaked in her modelling career , and now both diana and cindy are terrified that her career will fall to the wayside and she'll become . . shock . . horror . . . IRRELEVANT ! this can not happen . ever .
viii . it's diana who said that cindy is moving away from modelling and into acting . and the backlash was immediate . she went from being the darling model , to the spoiled brat . her fans were outraged by this decision . they thought she was betraying them , and getting too big for her boots . what model thinks she could possibly act ?
ix . cindy didn't get a say in the career change , just as she never really gets a say in anything . but secretly . . she's terrified . she is not confident in her acting skills . she doesn't know her way around a film set . she's terrified people can see her as a fraud , just a pretty face . she's scared she's going to let down everyone and sink any project she lands . she knows other people feel the same .
x . cindy hops onto any pr campaign she can . she is not good at interviews because she's never quite perfected them . she can smile in front of a camera and offer a smile , but without exact coaching . . she flounders uselessly in any situation . so any pr = good pr . this means she's dated the darling boy band member . she's kissed her cute co - star . she's held hands with the It Boy of the minute . but in all honesty . . . cindy very rarely feels anything for these men . she insists she's bisexual , but she knows deep down that that isn't correct . cindy loves women . a lot . she loves being with them . she loves admiring them . she loves everything about them . she's dated a few women , secretly , and it's been a rush . it's been the only few times she's truly felt like herself .
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education level : double bachelor with honors majoring in entertainment law and criminology
family : marsha jones nee duvall ( mother , alive ) , kwame jones ( father , deceased ) . two younger siblings , tbd .
people may say he's similar to : matt murdock ( daredevil ), tom wambsgans ( succession ) , sam wilson ( captain america ) , don draper ( mad men ) , haymtich abernathy ( the hunger games ) .
current job : entertainment lawyer
known as : the gun. the cut throat . the dependable . the trustworthy .
reputation : ehhh . good because he's good at his job but it's a begrudging positive rep .
love language : quality time .
likes : ice baths , whiskey , people knowing his name before he knows theirs , the feeling before you enter court or a negotiation you know you're going to win , winning , warm lighting , his family , ma and pop shops , basketball courts , sense of community , sandy beaches , sunrises , cassette tapes and vinyl records .
dislikes : overly cocky people , selfishness , corruption , writing emails and sending faxes , liars , people who can't communicate well , bicyclists , bitten fingernails .
star sign : aries
moment when he knew he ' made it ' : taking the top floor office of M&E's agency , after his predecessor , morgan ( of morgan & ernest aka M&E fame ) , passed away .
favourite food : seafood broil
favourite holiday : thanksgiving
favourite colour : forrest green
favourite item : a polaroid of his family in his wallet .
š°š±š¾šš .
i . as the eldest sibling in a family of a single working mum , isaac has always taken on the role with pride . he's their protector , their big brother , the one they can depend on for anything . isaac's father , kwame , died when isaac was 14 due to some faulty equipment at work . it left his mother , marsha , as the sole income earner for a few years . however they did receive somewhat of a decent chunk of money, as payout for his death .
ii . as soon as isaac was old enough , he went to work . he helped his mum around the house , he babysat his siblings , he got them to school , he helped them study for their tests . isaac was well known around his neighbourhood and community . he was helpful . he was the kind of guy who'd help you carry our groceries from your car , or change your flat tyre . he never complained .
iii . things took a slight change when isaac entered university . he was a smart kid , but he had no idea what he wanted to do , and he knew university was a luxury he couldn't afford to mess with . his mother insisted he attend , and with the help of some scholarship money and what was left of his dad's payout . . isaac was able to attend . by boredom and chance he stumbled into the lecture hall where one morgan dujour was talking about his work in entertainment law and what a sustainable workforce it was . it piqued isaac's interest , and isaac piqued morgan's interest .
iv . morgan showed isaac a world he had never seen before . isaac didn't grow up dirt poor , but he wasn't a man of luxury . morgan had his own driver , his own butler . he was known around town in a different way that isaac was : he was revered and respected . he could afford to give money to the single mums . he held hands with the Father's of churches , laughed with business men over thousand dollar dinners . he showed isaac what his future could look like .
v . under morgan's guidance , isaac soared at entertainment law and criminology . maybe it was because isaac was the only other black student in the class that morgan was struck with him and saw him akin to a son . . . whatever it was , it didn't matter . morgan saw isaac as his own flesh and blood . isaac's mother , marsha , watched from the sideline , quietly unhappy with the arrangement , but never speaking on it .
vi . isaac quickly worked his way through morgan's business M&E ( morgan & ernest entertainment law firm ) . morgan kept him in suits , taught him to tie a tie , and connected him to the mayor of any town within close distance . in return he asked only one thing of isaac : to be good at his job , to keep their reputation afloat as the no 1 trusted lawyers for the entertainment industry . isaac swore he would .
vii . morgan himself did not have the greatest reputation . people equally feared and revered him . there were stories of him dangling people out of sky high balconies , refusing to release them until they signed documents . there were rumours of him bribing the police force news reporters and paparazzi to look the other way . there were talks that if you had a problem with someone , and enough money , M&E could make that problem go away . forever . isaac saw firsthand that none of these were rumours . they were all true . and it was isaac's legacy to carry on .
viii . morgan passed away a few years ago of liver failure . he left a large chunk of M&E to isaac , to nobody's surprise . his funeral was star-studded . it shocked people to have such an important man of the town suddenly die . isaac grieved quietly and politely , then went straight back to work , just as morgan would have wanted him to .
ix . isaac is a top performing lawyer . he's less good at the managing of things and has an assistant for almost everything . he hates admin work . he likes the nitty gritty stuff . he likes something meaty he can put his hands on . the dirtier it is , the better .
x . isaac's morals are a sliding scale . he will do anything to protect his clients . he'll do it all with a smile on his face . he will threaten people . he will hit them with 1000 cease and desist's . he will say you had ' an accident ' . he is rich with power , money and influence . there are not many people in town who do not know isaac's name . to work with him is a quiet luxury in itself , because he will take care of anything for you , if you can afford it . his morals very rarely come with a price tag .
xi . despite his ambiguous actions to get shit done and protect those around him , isaac believes in giving back to the community . he donates to charities regularly . holds galas and balls to provide money back to single mums or school kids of lower socio-economic backgrounds . he always has enough money for his mum , and his siblings . he very rarely says no . he loves being able to provide for his people .
Aesthetics:
Chunky jewelry clinking together as you walk, gently drumming your fork on the rim of your glass at fancy dinner parties, safety pins as accessories, a carnal loneliness that feels heavy in your chest, scuffed Doc Martens, the smell of fresh leather, red lipstick on a cigarette, loitering in record stores, a black Honda motorcycle, brown liquor that feels like a hug from the inside, lyrics scribbled on a napkin, lingering hellos and rushed goodbyes, a maddening restlessness felt in silent nights, elaborate romantic daydreams that never end the same in the physical world, small cuts around fingers caused by distractedly chopping food, wax sealed love letters, the dizzying adrenaline felt before going on stage, the count off before a song starts, a journal for songwriting and another to jot down personal details about loved ones, rehearsed nonchalance, nose kisses, the insistence of code names at parties or gatherings, smudged eyeliner, the comforting warmth of breathing in a mug of green tea and honey after a long show, shamelessly off-key karaoke performances, kissing your biceps and flexing as a feigned threat, creating puddles in the bathroom floor from hopping in and out of the shower to jot down ideas, throwing your head back in raucous laughter, the near perpetual use of black in your color palette, sprinkling rose petals over a piano before performing a lover a love song.
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> `ššššĀ Ā ā¦Ā ` Sabrina Tahani Lister
> `šššššššššĀ Ā ā¦Ā ` Sab, Sabby, Sabby Cat, Brina, Brini, Sister Lister (self-appointed Catholic nun persona when she wants to confront someone for something but canāt stand being too serious at the same time). As for her attitude with nicknames, she loves getting and giving them!
> `šššššššš Ā šššššššššššĀ Ā ā¦Ā `biromantic
> `šššššš Ā šššššššššššĀ Ā ā¦Ā `bisexual
> `ššššššššššĀ ā¦Ā `drummer for Bucket (currently on hiatus due to pyrotechnic injury to guitarist), model, songwriter.
> `ššššš ššššĀ ā¦Ā `Los Angeles, California. (formerly Seattle, Washington)
> `ššššš Ā šš Ā ššššš Ā ā¦Ā `Auckland, New Zealand
> `š ššš Ā šš Ā ššššš Ā ā¦Ā `October 5th
> `šš ššššššš šššššššĀ Ā ā¦Ā `high school diploma
Born to a sous chef for a mother and a university music professor for a father, Sabrinaās early home life is remembered fondly and warmly. Her father taught her piano and the two would write silly songs together for hours on end. Those moments would feel like the two of them had managed to pause time and live inside a world of just the two of them. Her mother would insist on her helping prepare food for the holidays, and Sabrina would goof off and create angry eyebrows on her face in whatever sauce was handy and pretend to be a monster. She spent a lot of quality time with her parents growing up.
Part of the reason for this was because Sabrina was a shy, lonely little kid who would prefer to sit off to the sidelines at school and create a daydream of her future life with her crush instead of actually talking to them. She didnāt talk much, so other kids wrote her off as weird.
At age thirteen, her parents were in a fatal car crash, and it was arranged that Sabrina would live with her aunt, her motherās younger sister.Ā
The two moved to Seattle, Washington and started their new lives. While Sabrina loved her aunt, she was young, full of grief she didnāt know what to do with, and a terrible influence on her. She treated her more like a peer than a goddaughter, which led to CPS taking Sabrina into foster care. She lived with two different foster families until she turned eighteen and made it her mission to make it to Hollywood.
Live music in Seattle led her to the drums. Its commanding presence and power echoed what she wanted to represent. As a young girl who had already lost so much, she needed to feel powerful.Ā
At age twenty, she made it to Los Angeles on her black Honda motorcycle with little else but helmet hair, meager savings, and a dream.Ā
If she wasnāt at one of her waitressing jobs, she was up all night crafting songs to pitch, charming her way into parties with networking opportunities, or scouring for potential collaborators. She had a one track mind when it came to making music work.
Unfortunately, this technique led to a few torrid love affairs. Given her preference for fellow musicians, it wasnāt surprising when she found herself as the muse to a few bitter breakup songs. And because these loved musicians had existing fan bases and she was an up and coming musician, the media often opted to take the side of the other party and craft narratives about Sabrina being a āheartbreak museā. If she was seen in proximity to a new musician, it would spark whispers of concern or even accusations of social climbing.
To say this label upsets Sabrina would be an understatement. She resents it completely, wants to scream in someoneās face when they suggest as much, and yet, sheāll only admit to this in rare moments. Sheās reluctant to reveal this vulnerability, even at times when itās glaringly obvious because she thinks admittance makes it a weapon.
When she passed the audition for Bucketās new drummer, she was thrilled, still smiles to herself when she remembers the moment she found out she made it. Itās her first big project in the spotlight, and sheās desperate to prove herself as a talented musician whoās going to bring Bucket to new heights.Ā
Admittedly, their hiatus is making her restless, but sheās been offered a few modeling gigs in the mean time.
` Ė ą¼ā¶ āćĖ Ā ` ***CONNECTION IDEAS***
>` exesā¦ `While Sabrina hates the way sheās portrayed in the media, we canāt deny that she has a messy love life. Sheās an eternal romantic, romanticizing life, moments, art, chemistry, and the people around her so much that sometimes she struggles knowing what she dreamed up in her head and what she actually feels for them. She can also be chronically destructive toward romantic relationships in moments of insecurity. Sheāll be in her head like ātheyāre gonna leave me :(ā and then cheat because she believes itāll hurt less if she ends the relationship before they do. But is the guilt that comes with it any less agonizing? Bonus points if the ex is one of the ones who wrote a song that damaged her reputation.Ā Or maybe it's an ex that beat her to the punch and really broke her heart, and she's still spitting back bile when she sees them.
>` flings/friends with benefits/casual hookupsā¦ `It was never meant to be super serious, and luckily, it never was. Maybe they pillow talk about their love lives or confide in each other about something thatās bothering them. Maybe one of them even has a secret crush. No matter what, Sabrina finds a comfort in the familiarity of their connection.
>` close friendsā¦ `Sabrina needs some friends to drink wine, do skincare, and gossip about their world with. While romantic relationships are hit and miss, her true loyalty goes to her friends/inner circle/found family.Ā
>` pr relationshipā¦ `Whether itās a romantic relationship (she could benefit from a relationship end not appearing to be her fault) or even a feud, all of it is fake for publicity and creative content. But do these people even know what to say to each other when they bump into each other when the cameras arenāt rolling?
>ā work relationshipsā¦ `music collaboratorsā¦ someone sheās written songs with or for, photographers sheās shot with, models sheās done shoots with, a rival that she canāt help but feel competitive/jealous of,Ā
