#guilty!loki

After 2 to 3 hours they arrived at the Avengers Tower and Loki stormed to his room, scaring M/n as he read on his phone, wrapped in one of Loki’s spare Capes. Normally Loki would have found it adorable and cute, but he was pissed, so he was even more annoyed.

‘Great now I need to wash that cape later too… Ugh…’

Then he went into his Bathroom and showered. All the dirt and blood was off of him as the hot water hit his body. And his dirty armor ? With Magic already cleaned…besides his cape, that he truly threw into the wash machine.

After he toweled himself dry and let new clothes appear on his body, he left the Bathroom and sat on his bed.

“Hello, Daddy.”, M/n said happily.

‘Great and childish is he today too…’, Loki thought grumpily.

“I see you had a bad day… Do you need something of me ?”, M/n asked Loki.

Loki was silent, just wanting peace, which M/n didn’t know he wanted. M/n crawled over to him and he hugged Loki from behind.

“Not now, M/n…”, Loki said and shoved him away.

M/n got upset. Then he sat up again and started to massage Loki’s shoulders, trying to help Loki relax and calm down. Loki shrugged him away again, upsetting M/n further.

“Hey, I am trying to help you calm down and relax… You always liked my massaging your shoulders…”, M/n mumbled softly.

Then he got up from the bed and went in front of Loki, having one last idea. Giving him a kiss and bringing him his favorite food. Luckily he knew how to cook. That surely will cheer Loki up.

M/n made himself smaller and then went for a kiss, but Loki snapped at that moment.

“DAMN IT M/N CAN’T YOU SEE THAT I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE ?!?!?! GET YOUR CHILDISH ASS OUT OF MY ROOM !!! YOU ANNOYING BRAT !!!”, Loki yelled and shoved M/n away again, making M/n hit the wall with the back of his head and back.

M/n slid down the wall and stared at Loki in shock and absolute fear.

Loki felt instantly guilty. All M/n wanted to do was cheer him up and he acted like an utter jerk… And M/n was little spaced… Wait…M/N WAS LITTLE SPACED !!!

Loki stared at M/n and he saw his sheer panic and fear in M/n’s eyes. Loki slowly got up from the bed, nearing M/n carefully.

“M/n…I am so sorry, I didn’t mean to… I-I snapped. I am so sorry.”

M/n only backed away from Loki and just then Loki saw that there was blood on the wall. His eyes widened in horror. M/n was little spaced and such an impact can cause M/n to stay little spaced for a long period of time, longer than usual.

‘FUCK !’, Loki cursed.

M/n was crying now and backing into a corner in Loki’s room. Loki slowly approached him.

“M/n-“

“DON’T HURT ME !! I AM SORRY !! I WILL NEVER BOTHER YOU AGAIN !! JUST PLEASE DON’T HURT ME !!”, M/n screamed in fear.

Loki stopped dead in his tracks.

‘What have I done…’

Loki got tears in his eyes at that. He scared M/n so bad that he fears him now. Loki can’t believe it…

“M/n…listen…”

“NO ! PLEAE DON’T HURT ME !!”

Now Loki was getting frustrated.

“I AM NOT HURTING YOU, YOU IDIOT !!”, Loki screamed.

That caused M/n only to cry louder and then the door banged open.

“WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ?!”, Natasha yelled.

“HELP ME !! I DON’T WANNA GET HURT !! I AM SORRY !!”, M/n yelled, crying loudly.

Natasha rushed over to M/n and hugged him tightly, then glared at Loki.

“What the fuck did you do to him ?!”

“I snapped and yelled at him and pushed him away ! I didn’t mean to !”

“And you think cornering and yelling at him will make it better ?!”

“OF COURSE NOT !!!”

M/n just cried even louder. So much yelling and so loud, angry noises. He felt even smaller.

“Shhh…”, Natasha told M/n softly.

M/n hugged Natasha tightly, sobbing into her clothes.

“You are supposed to love him and care for him when he is little spaced. I see you can’t do that. No wonder M/n never asked you having a child.”, Nat said and then carried M/n out

“Wait, what ?”

“M/n once talked to me when he wasn’t childish and he said he wanted a kid. Something you both can take care of, but I see now why he never told you his wish.”

Before Loki could say anything else, Natasha slammed his door shut and left with M/n. Loki let his Magic loose in pure anger at himself.

Why did he always have to mess up ?!

Maybe leaving M/n alone for now was a good idea…

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It only has been 2 hours and Loki missed M/n. He needed his hugs and his massages. Loki decided 2 agonizing hours were enough for M/n to calm down and with that he left his room and searched for M/n.

Soon he found him in his previous room, before he moved in the same room with Loki. He was playing with his phone a dull look in his eyes and a bandage around his head. No sparkle in M/n’s eyes, Loki always saw he had. Like they were lifeless…

Loki knocked at the open door. M/n turned to the doorway and as soon as he saw Loki he had fear in his eyes again.

“Can we talk, M/n ?”

M/n just got tears in his eyes again and sobbed, shaking his head.

“I only want to talk with you.”

M/n was still, thanks to the impact into the wall, too far in his little space to know that Loki didn’t mean it. He was more childish than he ever was before and Loki felt horrible.

M/n stood up and ran out of his room, passed Loki and to the Library, Loki was hot on M/n’s tail.

“M/n ! I only want to talk !”, Loki called after him.

M/n was crying again. As he was in the Library he hid in the darkest corner of the room. Soon Loki came inside too and looked around, not seeing M/n anywhere, but he knew he was here.

“M/n ! I am sorry ! I never meant to hurt you ! I had just a bad day and I was still pissed ! I am sorry I leashed out on you ! I am sorry I hurt you !”, Loki yelled, hoping M/n will hear.

He did hear Loki’s apology, but refused to believe him. He simply refused. Right now M/n felt like a beaten, bruised and scared child. All he wanted was for Loki to leave him alone.

“I never meant to call you a Brat… I never meant anything I said today…”, Loki whimpered out.

M/n listened, but was still too scared of Loki. What if Loki acts…?

Then he heard a thump and as M/n looked out of his hiding spot he saw Loki on his knees and silent tears run down his face. M/n felt guilty for making Loki cry…

“I am sorry, M/n…”, Loki whispered out.

M/n heard Loki’s voice wavering and he knew Loki was very sad. Slowly he came out of his hiding spot and carefully walked over to Loki. His childish side told him to comfort and cheer Loki up…. He couldn’t help it !

Soon he was next to Loki and sunk down, hugging him softly and carefully, scared Loki will push him away and yell at his face again, telling him he never was serious… But instead Loki pulled M/n as close as possible to him and didn’t plan to let him go.

“I am sorry ! I am sorry ! I promise I will never do it again, M/n !”, Loki cried out.

M/n smiled softly and rubbed Loki’s back.

“It is okay, Daddy…”, he said, still little spaced.

Loki squeezed M/n a bit tighter at that and stayed with him like this for a long while.

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After an hour and 20 minutes Loki got up and carried M/n to their room. He laid down in bed and cuddled M/n close to himself. M/n carefully did the same and even curled up in his chest. Loki curled up around him.

They fell asleep like this for a few hours and after they woke up again, Loki took off M/n’s bandage and healed M/n’s back of his head. Loki pampered M/n with his favorite food and then with more cuddles and kisses.

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After a few days M/n was out of his deeper little spaced mind and was back to normal. Loki again apologized and M/n only smiled, saying he forgave him long ago already. M/n and Loki had the full trust between each other again and Loki was very careful since then, to not leash out on M/n ever again.

Until now it worked. Let us hope it stays like that.

Hope it turned out well ! ^-^