#grumpy speaks

Is it because that podcast about SPN just dropped with Jensen and JDM as guests and everyone was gushing about it? 

Is it because of all the positive glowing press that Jensen has been getting while Jared seethes in his overpriced gas chamber? 

I’ve been trying to figure out how to word this post but when have I ever really planned things out here? I just blab and blab and hope it makes sense to you guys so I’ll do that now! 

As you all know, I’ve been dealing with a lot of health issues. I’ve been dealing with them since September of 2021 (the physical ones, not the mental health ones) and it has been a ride. Appointments, adjustments to my every day life, and plenty of time to think, and I think I’ve finally figured out what to do with this blog. I’m not gonna delete, and I’m not leaving this blog but it will be different. I’ll explain! 

In having time to think and time to put things into perspective, I’ve realized that there are some things that don’t deserve my energy and time. In the past few months I’ve realized that I just don’t care about the Pads, I don’t care about Jared’s rabid fanbase, I don’t care about Misha and his nonsense, I just don’t care. That sounds really harsh but it’s true - I can’t bring myself to even snark on anything because I just don’t care enough. Maybe they’ll change, maybe they won’t, but it’s not affecting me personally.  I’m not going to apologize for anything I’ve posted here because they were my feelings at the time and some still are, but I do feel bad for spending all that time on things that weren’t worth my time.  I want to put my time into focusing on the people and things that make me smile and bring me joy. It’s exhausting to focus and put energy on people who I don’t even like or care about. I don’t wish ill on them (never have) but I don’t want to support them you know? Like they can do them but over there, yeah?

So where does that leave this blog? I’ll still be here but I’m going to me turning this into a collective rant site. So do you guys have something or someone fandom related that you need to vent about? My inbox is open! I won’t be making original snark posts (unless something huge happens I suppose) but I’ll accept submissions and asks like before so you guys have a place to rant. Everything will of course still be anonymous if you’d like to be anonymous, but that’s up to you!  I’ll also still be here to answer questions or chat about things because I love you grumps! I also have a personal blog on here too that if any of you would like to follow, you can message me and I’ll happily send you the link! 

I know I’ve been saying this for weeks but I will be going through my inbox to get things cleared out so don’t mind the spam. Thank you guys for being so patient and so sweet this whole time and I hope you don’t mind the change of pace here. 

I think O is finally at the age where she refuses to be mom’s prop! Gen hasn’t posted an ad with the kids or a picture of the kids (minus a quick one that actually looked like a regular candid) in a while! Wonder how much she’ll push for another accessory baby. Maybe that’s what the romantic couple’s trip was for? (Side note, they do seem to take a lot of lovers trips without the kids. But since Jared abhors being around them it’s really no surprise.)

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about this blog and I think I’ve finally got a plan in mind! I’m still sifting through my inbox and trying to answer the questions that weren’t “time sensitive” but I’m not making promises since it’s that weird between-holidays week. 

I’ve missed you all and hope your holidays are amazing. 

I can’t even begin to comprehend the level of privilege and tone-deafness in this post. It actually makes me angry. 

Yeah, how could people say this year was a challenge? It couldn’t be the global pandemic we’re still facing. It couldn’t be all of the people suffering loss of jobs or businesses. It couldn’t be people losing loved ones to covid. It couldn’t be mental health at a collective low for people around the world. 

Jared didn’t “glow up” and neither did Gen. They’re both the same shallow, self-absorbed, high horse riding pieces of shit they were at the beginning of the year.

This blogger is onto me guys. I’m actually just a heller posing as *checks notes* an anti-Jared propaganda blog. Everything I get from Jared’s mouth and his own accounts are actually posted by me logging onto his account to push my agenda. 

That was all a joke by the way, just in case some Jared stans want to believe that wild conspiracy. I hope these made you laugh like they made me laugh. I truly don’t understand Jared stans and I don’t think I ever will lol. Just because I don’t kiss Jared’s ass and think he’s walking sunshine means I must be a heller! How does that make any sense? I don’t like Kim Kardashian but that doesn’t make me some super Kanye fan. 

It’s literally free to scroll past my blog or block me. I won’t even be mad, coincidence! 

Jared has time to repost his wife who he wants to make happen more than Gretchen wanted fetch to happen. He has time to promote his snake oil vitamins, he has time to promote his own blanket, and he even has time to promote Louden Swain. 

Still no mention of The Boys or his excitement for his brother for life though. Color me shocked!