#grumpy rant

but I have a HC that Zodiark will not accept unwilling sacrifices, due to not being made that way originally - intent plays a huge role when summoning a Primal as we saw with Lakshmi and so on - so why would Zodiark (and Hydaelyn) be any different?

However what exactly happened to Hydaelyn that her intent is to destroy ALL Ascians/Dark? I’m playing around with this for my own fic, that The Doom’s fear kinda did sneak its way in to my WoL and once The Doom was gone - that fear got redirected to Zodiark. However, I doubt canon is ever going to go that way - so why is her intent to do such a thing? 

this morning anna texted me that she forgot to take the trash out so i jumped outta bed to do it before the trash ppl came (all by myself wah). i also moved over the random chairs that some homeless guy posted up with on our yard this weekend (giving us a total fucking scare. its a whole nother story but basically he destroyed our front and back yard, left a notebook scribbled with gibberish and his entire set-up equipt w/ cooler, chairs, a jacket etc - i spent like $200 on security stuff it was so creepy). and while i was moving the random chairs, who we THINK is the homeless man guilty of it walked past me and glared at me and i was terrified. he’s like 6′4 and looks insaaaane. i also hardly slept last night because cameron and i kept seeing him walking past the house. so fucking spooky. 

also while i was carrying out the trash and recyling i got my period!! lovely!!! ran to the bathroom and took care o business but now i have to deal with shedding uterus + cramps all day.

my coworker (the only other person in my region who does the work i do) had a family emergency and won’t be here until mid-next week which means i have to do all the work i was JUST trained to do ALL by myself :-) on a time crunch too!

>ohboyherewego

it’s not a great group but no wipes on ozma so alright

but then on the last boss

>healers stand in Garrote trap and die, can’t save them cause Penetration mech is going off at the same time soooo rip healer dudes

>someone in my team says our healers are dead

>everyone except me is getting hit by stupid mechs 

>team then starts whining ‘lol our healers weren’t doing much healing anyway they’re bad’

YOU WERE GETTING HIT BY EVERY AVOIDABLE MECHANIC AND THEY WERE HEALING YOU BEFORE IT

notice the warrior is JP and a mentor, queue *oh no*

whatever let’s go

didn’t notice we had a bonus before I pulled, whoops.

one of the BRDs is the new player and dies immediately to the don’t stand in stupid mechanic then says ‘oh you’re not supposed to stand in that’

*keanureeves.jpg*

the noct AST also died to it but said nothing, they are not new at all and have several 70 classes

diurnal AST hardcasts raise on the other AST and doesn’t heal me at all - I get slapped by the mini tank buster and die

warrior grabs it immediately thankfully and is actually a good player

then the shitshow begins

noct ast literally gets hit by don’t stand in stupid puddles every. single. time. dies like 8 times in the fight

new guy grasped it immediately despite saying that so there was hope for them

this ast though

hoo boy

no one taking dmg

literally no one

this ast: ASPECTED HELIOS ASPECTED HELIOS ASPECTED HELIOS

then immediately dies again

then the other Ast catches the stupid I guess and starts doing the same and is not healing the warrior?????? I have to start spamming clemency because they are just NOT healing him

susano does his knockback and the NIN does Lb3 and gets hit by the aoe outside of the stack area, he starts winding up ukei and they just do nto heal the poor NIN. NIN dies and again they both start hardcasting raise and then the warrior dies because I’m out of mp -.- 

I have to grab the boss and I am also getting absolutely 0 heals because they are both using aspected helios DESPITE ME BEING THE ONLY ONE NOT AT FULL HP and then shit starts going south and people start dropping like flies and I have no idea why but we ended up killing the damn thing with me healing myself and my hallowed just barely saving me but I ate a tank buster and the healers WERE STILL NOT HEALING ME NOR ANYONE ELSE, we were 4 people alive when it went down and I said ‘Healers??’ 

got told to ‘stfu elitist’ by the noct ast

I also still got 3 player comms

If anyone feels like helping me out, (actually I have no clue if it even works - friends have done it and STILL NOTHING...) this is my url and friends have reported it as stolen/hacked...

https://www.twitch.tv/grumpyhugs

see someone struggling with tons of mobs - dive in to help them, get them back up, and then they leave and you now have to deal with all the shit they pulled alone.