#grrrgegrarar

whats the likelihood his mom never told him about his destiny because she obvs. ended up back in the normal world and so alistair was going through his destiny when the portal closed so he's the alice for all of the current wonderlandian kids' parents. and he ended up befriending the wonderlandians as a consequence of the curse. (AU where when he comes to eah w bunny he doesnt know whats happening and the other wonderlandians know who he is but dont know him and he gets like 53 layers of outside evil feelings). and basically he has to grapple w A finding out/knowing his mom was here before him and never told him B knowing his mom has no clue whats happened to him and probably thinks hes missing (if time works a bit differently) C knowing that he'll have to eventually go back home and won't see his closest friends ever again and just has to know that maybe they'll meet his kid someday. (unless the destiny stuff gets extra fucked at the end of WTW) D if he goes back home and it got this bad when he showed up what will happen to his future kid when they end up in wonderland