#gross text posts

Hi everyone long time no talk. The email linked to this tumblr was disconnected and I couldn't access my blog anymore through desktop. It wanted me to change my password but I couldn't get to that email to confirm the change (I'm on mobile right now) I'm going to eventually have to update and it'll log me out and this blog will be completely dead I just want to say that if you ever liked this blog please go follow @psychictofu I will eventually be starting over there maybe idk Baggedmilk has so much of my life on it, some of my lowest of lows and my highest highs. I don't want to write this for much longer bc I'll cry. I met some great people through this blog and I've poured my heart and soul out into this stupid fucking website. Thanks for following for these past 7? 8? Years. Going through my text posts tag to see how my life was, is incredible. If you still wanna see me, Vel/Velani/Indy, my insta is @baggedmilkk and my snap chat is bagged-milk PLEASE reblog or like or something so I know this posted and I want people to be able to find me again. I had a decent following and it hurt so bad to see something I put so much time and effort into just vanish. blogging your teen years isn't lame and god I'm so glad I did. Thank u love u

life is so weird right now. Somehow I'm working in Colorado until August, I'm breaking up with my boyfriend, found out a good friend committed suicide this morning, and tonight I randomly ended up with VIP tickets for Caravan Palace. Driving home, slightly chilly in the mountains, feeling everything at once

I'm back in Texas !!! Tired as fuck!!

All night drive to Texas!!!! Let's do this!!

i got ALL my shit done today. AND i painted my nails

lil moments: having dinner at your neighbor's house and they get a call that they're cancer free and everyone at the table does a subtle genuine "woo!"

no matter how brief it was or will be, it happened and we were a thing and i loved it and you loved it and so did everyone else. i dont know whats gonna happen and how its gonna play out but im glad that point in time exists. im trying to not get hung up on you but i cant change that i feel everything so intensely and wear my heart on my sleeve. i love you and you love me. i miss you and im still having a hard time believe it was real but, it was ! it was so real. so genuine. im gonna stop before i cry but i hope this works out in our favor.