#grimmnite

when I started shipping it if I did: sometime between catching up to the series the first time and the latest super long hiatus ;;v;; like obviously i really liked their relationship together while i was reading it initially but after i started getting into fandom i found a really good fic for them and was so l d ;v;

my thoughts: they all care so much about each other?? i fucking love it there’s such a deep friendship between them, like you’ve got lenalee and kanda who’ve known each other for years which is amazing in itself because i’m fairly sure kanda was trying pretty hard not to make friends but lol he went and did that anyway? and then lavi shows up and naturally lena pulls him into their lil group bc she’s the sweetest and kanda ends up trusting him too even though he’s annoying af? and then allen comes along and everyone comes to trust and care about allen walker and it’s just?? so good. slightly off topic but i also just like how kanda and allen especially weren’t expecting anyone to like them enough to care about them and then were both blessed with v caring friends shh

What makes me happy about them: that they have each other during this fucked up shitty war like god it’d be awful being a kid and having to fight this alone but like. against all odds they were brought together. and now they don’t have to do this alone? and honestly there’s something really great about seeing them together actually acting like teenagers, i think it’s really good for them :’)

What makes me sad about them: that they aren’t all together rn and the terrifying possibility that they won’t all make it through the war.

things done in fanfic that annoys me: leaving lena mostly out :U like wtf that ain’t cool i’ll kick ur ass :U

things I look for in fanfic: it’s existence :’U but also like. i’m so fond of ot4 roommates, as a poly relationship or just shitty friends rooming together i’m just. so down for it ;v;

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: alma? maybe link for allen but like nono they gotta b together somehow u don’t understand :U

My happily ever after for them: surviving and living happily after the war and hopefully taking care of each other ;v; but mostly just this fic ;v;

who is the big spoon/little spoon: something like lena’s big spoon to allen and lavi and kanda’s big spoon to lena but honestly kanda’s little spoon to lavi and he’s so mad about this he complains so much bc lavi tends to squeeze him. allen won’t say it but he rly likes being cuddled by lena she’s an excellent cuddle buddy but like. she tends to latch onto lavi a lot bc he’s warm af. they all do tbh. this is getting off topic lmao but! they mostly just spoon however ;v;

R- Renegade 

E- Elastic Heart

S- Shine