Settling down an empty glass of wine in front of her, Melissa traced the raised text of the card. The other attendees at the table were too preoccupied getting drunk themselves to notice her wavering focus. She had just finished with the 'e' in raffle when the waiter returned to give her the third glass of wine for the evening. She gave him the tip she had wrestled out of her wallet earlier when everything hadn't felt so removed, and proceeded to resume her tracing. Melissa had just gotten started with the second 'n' in winners when an unbelievably chipper voice picked up over the speakers.
āLadies and gentlemen, the raffle winners are about to be announced.āĀ
The raffle. She looked down at her raffle number. Sheād forgotten to put hers into the drawing when she arrived. Or maybe she hadnāt wanted to. She canāt remember. She took another sip of her wine and just stared at the numbered paper, thinking that it would end up in a box somewhere after this ā crumpled up and forgotten.Ā
Her eyes tried to focus on the stage, where a blonde in a long black dress approached the mic. She greeted the guests with such a big, bright smile, Melissa wondered whether her face hurt and considered covering her eyes. But she didnāt, because the blonde is like flashing light, twirling on the stage like Vanna White ā captivating in a way that wouldnāt let her look away.Ā
The woman sauntered over to the large glass bowl that sat on a stand, filled to the brim with papers of hopeful individuals looking to win some coveted item or experience or another. Melissa looked around the ballroom again, eyes sluggishly trailing over the evening gowns and tuxedos and crystal chandeliers. She wondered at how much this all cost them. How much they were shelling out in the name of charity? She was skeptical (she always was), of how much of the funds raised would actually find its way to the right people. She supposed it didnāt matter; not if people won something out of it, right?
Dragging her gaze back to the stage, she watched as the woman picked out a piece paper from the bowl, unfolding it and speaking cheerily into the microphone, āand our first winner of the night is āāā







