i was raised better than that , but lately i haven't been myself
what the fuuhh ! i'm just so pissed like urgh . All i wanted was to go watch a freakn movie , i wasn't asking you for money or sh*t . But no i have to FN stay home and wait for YOUR friend to come and accompany her while you're out playing FN cards ! and you still have the nerve to leave . like FUHH ! you say you're freakn tired and you have head aches , oh but look you still go out instead of getting rest ! like O M F G . i can't even go to yfl events , because you just interrogate every single FN thing . "who's going , what are you doing there , why is it so late , who you with , who's driving !?" W T F , this is why i go out , because i don't want to deal with the FN interrogation , so i don't even bother on asking . I clean the freakn house , just so i can go out , but it's still not FN enough . it's s freakn annoying . i just stay home and pout and you go ahead and blame me for loosing your money because i pout . screw you and your superstitions .
no wonder manang barely comes home , because you treat us like we're the little girls that we USE to be . you think that if we go out , we're going to end up pregnant like your friends kids or something . keeping us caged in makes us rebel more , just so you know . why can't you see that you raised us so much better than that . we're not gonna go out and get knocked up or do something stupid , because you're always in the freakn back of our mind .
my faith is gone . because i can't even join my brosters in fellowship anymore . i could care less of what i do anymore . i try praying , but it's not strong enough .
maybe i should become a hermit for the rest of my life . No one understands my situation , because their parent's let them out like nothing ... i'll just stay cooped up at home when i move out to sac . i'll be a loser . are you proud of me now.....MOM!?
