2021 had been a very long year for me, at some point I felt nothing was moving yet still far from the end. If tears had colours, then rainbow should be the colour of my hands now, because I had shade quite a river with a towel of a hand to wipe. One too many times I felt the button was just next to me, and quitting wasnât an option, so I had made a lot of new beginnings but no forward steps seem visible. At some point, I felt I was just existing and not living, and just maybe I am here to escort those whose names I had caption beautifully and whose memories bring smiles. Though a greater part was labelled with a lot of ups and downs, and if I am being honest, I feel weary. My eyes may have created a river but drowning in it wonât be the plan, rather those pains, failure memories will be exchanged with the constant attempt not to dwell in what I canât change but the changes I can adopt. With each rock bottom I had hit, I took lessons and made sure I was better than the me version I was yesterday. That gave hope and an assurance that if others made it, and I made it this far, then there just might be a possible success part for me, the needed strength to aim for a step. Itâs a new year, a new day, and a rebranded me. I might not know what this year holds, but I know Iâm far from the ideal woman I aim to be yet am also in love with the processes, so, therefore, I chose to celebrate and be proud of the baby steps I take and remind myself of what the goal is. I may not be there yet, but I will be and this time sooner than I anticipated (Isaiah 43:18-19). For a year of Greater Light, and Unlimited Celebration I chose to shone mediocracy, self-centeredness, erase procrastination, embrace hard work, consistency, dedication, commitment, and maintain a straight priority. Happy new year. #happynewyear #Greaterlight #unlimitedcelebration #á´á´É´á´á´ĘĘ2022 (at Ibadan, Nigeria) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYLmTlOMk6Z/?utm_medium=tumblr
