#grayrockheartbreak

Unfortunately she's not gone completely.

@kjrp-anon is where i post everything about vi and you can find proof there.

The killjoys rp server vi used to run has been completely inactive since last november. poisoned light / ghost / m90 / thatoneangrygothmoth#0666 still runs the server but no one has typed anything in months. most members have left except for two accounts monitoring the server (one is mine and another is my friend), two minors, and one adult named beastmaster lol / suntouched werewolf#0735 and vi's partner named jlh569 / jlh569#7611 poisoned light's discord user id is 152973712214196225 and beastmaster's is 279118375714553858 and jlh569's is 601262350116454420 if you want to block them.

Unfortunately i don't know what happened to vi since i haven't been able to track their online activity anymore. she doesn't seem to be using the discord account i know about and i don't know if she has another or not. she stopped making her radio show over a year ago as evidenced by her last instagram post. if you know her whereabouts dm me please but it looks like she hasn't been online in over a year. i will link her known locations below.

Discord username - mistressofthedark#8607

Discord user id - 249407445254930432

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red is a minor and controls party poison (who is in his 20s in this rp canon), yellow and purple might be minors but the source is not sure, vi (hiddenviv; in her 30s) plays red fang (who is 16). blue is another adult and i debated leaving their name uncensored like vi but i obv decided to mark it out hoping they come to their senses.

Here are adults on vi's server i posted screenshots of without their names blocked. one is also active on the mcr reddit so i included her reddit profile. they have stated in screenshots and on various discord servers (the mcr 20+ discord server for instance) that calling out the abuse and grooming vi does is only drama and the rp is more important than the safety of their roleplay partners.

1) I did not start this account or the thread, I was not told about any of this until after the original thread was made. I talked to nobody related to this account (except Babey, who has only submitted an ask) until the post was handed to me. The third mod of our server doesn't even have a fucking tumblr, so no, this isn't being organized by our mods.

2) Even if I was "paranoid" I had good fucking reason to be. Every time I said something in or out of character, Vi would miscontrue it. Everything I said was taken as an attack even if it had nothing to do with her. I tried to understand because I'm autistic, I get non autistic people don't always understand me. I'd have to repeat just about everything I said in the server several times or have OTHER people say the exact same thing for me to Vi to understand– and even then she'd still drag it out. I've given screenshot examples here before but I could even vent about something and I'd get a passive aggressive or angry message from her. Yes, I did apologize for the last meltdown she gave me. Every single time SHE upset ME I'd be the one apologizing. And every time she'd delete it or convince me too (or just get rid of any message that suggested she might be in the wrong.) Every time she hurt me, I had to say sorry. I was always the villain after she knowingly provoked me into a meltdown. It happened multiple times over a short period, and every time I stayed calm as long as I could but she'd keep antagonizing me. She'd say it was too difficult to be upfront with me then go and accuse me of "passive aggressively posting about her" on my server. Then if somebody else said they understood me, or said something that wasn't to antagonize me everybody acted like that was supposed to make up for what Vi was doing. She made everything a fucking fight, even my special interests. Everything I said ABOUT ANYTHING was somehow wrong and aggressive. Hell, I didn't even do anything in her server after I came back. I left for good the next day.

3) She said she was my friend but did not give a singular fuck about hurting me. All she cared about was that she felt like the better person in the situation. Every time anything happened, whether she misgendered someone, whether she'd started another fight with somebody, whether she'd hurt me, whether I was hurt by something else, or she was hurt by something I had to comfort her. I had to give her advice, I had to support her emotionally at the drop of a hat, and I had to say everything with the EXACT wording she wanted or else I was "villainizing her."

4) "But you need more proof" oh fuck off. Vi you know for a fact how much shit you deleted and that people don't go into a "friendship" expecting that they have a limited amount of time to compile evidence against their new friend.

5) Almost everything started as an in character argument that she'd drag out of character somewhere, whether on the server (once again, deleting it before other people see) or in dms. I don't doubt she did that so speaking about specific situations sounded like petty drama.

The fact she's still making teenagers the antagonists of her stories, accusing random people of running this blog, and downplaying everything she did to avoid any fault in the situation shows me she legitimately has zero remorse.

She's more concerned with her image than she is with the fact she's legitimately hurt people. She always HAS been. I don't care if she "sees it differently" or did it by "accident", the pain she's caused other people here is still real. I feel like I'm gonna vomit just thinking about her.