BIG LITTLE SPELLS by Hazel Beck (Witchlore, #2) - EXCERPT
A smart, modern Rom-Com about a witch banished from her coven who seeks help from the only person who can prove sheâs not a threat to witchkindâher annoyingly immortal childhood crush.
Rebekah Wilde was eighteen when she left St. Cyprian, officially stripped of her magic and banished from her home. Ten years later sheâs forced to return to face the Joywood Coven, who preside over not just her hometown, but the whole magical world.
The Joywood are determined to prove Rebekah is a danger to witchkind, and she faces a death sentence if she canât prove otherwise. Rebekah must seek help from the only one who knows how to stop the Joywoodâthe ruthless immortal Nicholas Frost. Years ago, he was her secret tutor in magic, and her secret, impossible crush. But the icy and frustratingly handsome immortal is as remote and arrogant as ever, and if he feels anything for Rebekahâor witchkindâitâs impossible to tell.
Now, sheâs no longer a childâŚand this time what sparks between Nicholas and Rebekah is more than just magicâŚ
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ISBN: 9781525804724
Publication Date: August 29, 2023
Publisher: Graydon House
HAZEL BECK is the magical partnership of a river witch and an earth witch. Together, they have collected two husbands, three familiars, two children, five degrees, and written around 200 books. As one, their books will delight with breathtaking magic, emotional romance, and stories of witches you wonât soon forget. Find them at www.Hazel-Beck.com.
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You donât have to be an exiled witch under threat of the death penalty should you cast the faintest little spell to feel the magic in Sedona, Arizona.
The full moon is shining, high and bright, making the red rocks glow outside my little bungalow. The air is soft and dry instead of swollen with Missouriâs trademark humidity, which Iâm not sorry to leave behind.
If it was up to me, I would never have gone back to MisÂsouri at all.
Because one thing exile has taught me is that magic is as much a habit as anything else. Unnecessary at best. DangerÂous at worst. An addiction, in other words.
These days I am all about recovery.
Except for tonight. Tonight, admittedly, has been a bit of a relapse.
I breathe out and try to blow away the past while I do.
Iâm standing out in my little yard, my head tipped toward the Arizona sky and my shoes kicked off so I can feel the earth and as many vortexes as possible. Because Iâm a hippie, I tell myself. Just a run-of-the-mill Sedona hippie. Hair down, feet bare, crystals hanging all around like every other New Ager around here.
But before I manage to fully ground myself here, I feel something grab me, like a huge, magical hook around the center of meâbut inside out. Itâs dark. Hard. Kind of slimy, reallyâand it makes my stomach heave.
This *particular *magical tug is a summons, yanking me out of the life I fought so hard to build, all on my own. Not for the first time.
Not even for the first time tonight.
Though this summons is harsher than the one before. Meaner.
I know instantly itâs not him.
Because he *yanked me back to St. Cyprian too, but it didnât hurt when he did it. Itâs not supposed to hurt at all, and he made it feel almost *goodâ
But I stop thinking about the maddeningly beautiful, imÂpossible immortal witch who ruined my life once already, and start worrying about me.
Thereâs only one reason for me to be dragged back home against my will. And itâs been a long night already. My sister, Emerson, who I havenât seen in person in a decade, formed her very own coven made up of our closest friends and one obÂnoxious immortal. Then, together, we all fought off a major, magic-induced flood that would have submerged the town of St. Cyprian and most of Missouri.
The final jerk makes Sedona disappear into a blur of red, then thereâs a *whooshing *sensation while whispered words fill the air around me.
Rebekah Wilde, come before us, the voices command me.
Right where I donât want to be.
Iâm standing outside a farmhouse across the river from my hometown. And instead of the terrifying wave of water and my sister ready to dive into the middle of it all like the first time I showed up here tonight, the river has settled down. The fight is over.
OrâŚmaybe itâs only just begun.
Because a quick glance around shows me that Emerson is standing outside in the cool April night, looking like the fierce Warrior she is, her eyes blazing gold with all her newly redisÂcovered power. Jacob North, our old friend and a Healerâand, I think, my sisterâs new loveâstands with her and doesnât look any worse for the intense healing he did when we came much too close to losing Emerson earlier.
Behind them is Zander Rivers, my cousin, looking unÂcharacteristically grim for a guy who used to make the role he was born intoâa Guardianâseem a lot more fun than the name suggests. Next to him is Georgie Pendell, Emersonâs best friend, whose entire family has been witch Historiansâand actual historians who run the townâs local-interest museumâas long as anyone can remember. And last but never least, ElÂlowyn Good. *My *best friend. And also the Summoner who helped Emerson contact me once Emerson remembered she was a witch, despite the Joywood spell that took those magic memories away from her for ten whole years.
Across from them stand all the members of the Joywood, the ruling coven based here in my hometown of St. Cyprian, MO. The authoritarian, bullying, small-minded coven that cheated me out of the life I was supposed to have.
Seven dictatorial witches I had no intention of laying eyes on again.
I feel a rush of a very old, too-dark fury inside meâbut stop myself. Itâs practically a reflex at this point. I donât do outsize emotion or high drama anymore. I donât do *dark. *That would lead directly to my death, and Iâve always been pretty clear about wanting to stay alive.
If I hadnât wanted to *liveâmy *life on *my *termsâI would have stayed here. I would have let these petty Joywood tyrants wipe my mind the way they wiped my sisterâs, taking away any hint of ever knowing magic.
I tell myself that Iâve forgiven them. I chant it inside me, *not *like one of the spells forbidden to me, but like a mantra. They were only doing their jobs, following their laws, as stuÂpid as those laws might be. I forgive them because forgiveÂness is mine to give. I donât need to carry the bitter taste of St. Cyprian and its ruling coven with me. I chose to leave all of this behind. I still choose it.
Somethingânot quite a shadowâmoves in my peripheral vision, and I see *him *too. Nicholas Frost, the one and only immortal witch. Some people call him a traitor.
I call him all kinds of things and unlike most, have done it to his face. But now is not the time to air *all *my oldest grudges.
His gaze from halfway across a field makes everything inÂside meâŚchange. Not so much that dangerous black fury any longer. This is something else. A different kind of heat.
I donât want to acknowledge it. Or him. Especially not with this audience.
Even if, for a moment, it feels as if the two of us are all alone here.
I have to remind myself that weâre not.
I forgive you, I think at him, in my smuggest internal voice. The best of a decade of recovery programs right there. And even though I canâtâwonâtâuse a witchâs usual telepathic version of conversation, I suspect he hears me anyway. BeÂcause his dark blue eyes gleam.
From all the way across the tall grass.
âRebekah Wilde,â booms a voice I recognize entirely too well, even though I havenât heard it in a decade. Carol Simon, the Joywood covenâs Warrior and therefore the leader ofâŚevÂerything involving witches the world over.
I force myself to look at her, hopefully without my feelings all over my face, and decide that teenage me was right. Her frizzy hair really is unforgivable.
âYou have been summoned here, to the site of your infracÂtion, to answer for your offense,â she intones.
I finally take note of the fact that she and her cronies hauled me into this field, but not into the group of my friends and family who also *infracted *tonight. Iâm standing halfway beÂtween them and the Joywood. As tempting as it is to think thatâs just carelessness, I know better.
They donât do careless.
I slouch where I stand, because even being across the river from my hometown makes me want to behave like the sulky teenager I was when I lived here. Thatâs what Carol and her buddies likely see anyway, so why not live down to their worst expectations? Iâve always been excellent at that.
I lock eyes with Felicia Ipswitch, the Joywoodâs Diviner and my personal nemesis, and smirk a little. And just like that, it might as well be tenth grade when Felicia was the high school principal and I was a problem. A problem she thought she could solve with draconian detentions and the kind of punÂishments that would send human teachers to jailâbut witch students heal up better.
Turns out Iâm not over high school, which doesnât really do a lot for the sullen *peace and love *vibe Iâm trying to exude here.
I look away from that evil old hag to find Emerson lookÂing at me like Iâm an answer. Thatâs not unusual. My sister always thinks there is one. And better yet, that she can find it and implement it.
I know better, because I made my own way out in the world, relying on nothing and no one but me. I learned the hard way that life and the world often have no answers, no neat little bows. For anyone, witch or human.
I tell myself that it gives me great internal peace to accept this knowledge, and maybe it will, someday. I grit my teeth and think peace, please.
Especially when Carol starts to speak again. Peace, love, light, I chant inside me. No spellwork here. No witchcraft. Just words of power that anyone could use while anointing themselves in essential oils and rearranging their houses for better feng shui.
âI know you must think you did something big here toÂnight,â Carol is saying, as if sheâs never heard anything dumber in her life. Her voice is so persuasive that I have to pinch myself to remember that no, we werenât giggling over a Ouija board, pretending we werenât pushing it while we clearly were. We actually fused together the way all the books say true covens should, fought some gnarly dark magic, and won. *Almost *at the expense of my sisterâs life.
âBut Iâm afraid all you really did, Emerson and Rebekah, is break the terms set down before you when you failed your pubertatum.â She glances around. âAnd the rest of you broke *several *laws aiding them.â
The word *pubertatum *has not gotten any less obnoxious in the ten years I havenât heard it spoken aloud. Itâs an ugly Latin word for a coming-of-age ceremony where witches in their eighteenth year are required to demonstrate their powÂers so they might take their places in witch society. Pass the test and you answer a few questions to be herded into one of the seven witchkind designations. Warrior, Guardian, SumÂmoner, Healer, Historian, Praeceptor, or Diviner.
Fail the test, like Emerson and I did, and you get to be a zombie or an outcast.
âI have power, Carol. You canât deny that,â Emerson says, with her usual bouncy forthrightness, like sheâs flabbergasted at the possibility that Carol would bother *trying *to deny such a thing. When itâs so obvious.
I really have missed my sister.
âYou told me I had none.â Emerson points to me now. âYou told *us *we have no power at all. You were wrong. And then, all this power inside me you said I didnât have fought off *your *obliviscor.â
I expect rage. Carol has never been one for being told sheâs wrong. Her mind wipe spell wasnât supposed to have failed. But Carol surprises me.
She titters, and her cronies all laugh along with her. I reÂmind myself that itâs *supposed *to make me feel wrong and stuÂpid and vaguely humiliated. Thatâs what they do. Better to rule us by making us hate ourselves.
âAnd youâve turned a simple testing error into someâŚneÂfarious plot? I do worry, Emerson, that fighting off the obliÂviscor addled your senses.â
âWe just saved St. Cyprian and possibly all of witchkind, Carol,â my sister says, and not angrily. Just like sheâs reciting facts, inviting Carol to come aboard. She even smiles. âYouâre welcome.â
And I know hate is for the weak. Forgiveness is power. Blah, blah, blah.
But Carol Simon makes the case for blood feuds, forever. Especially when she rolls her eyes.
âWe saved witchkind with no help from you,â Emerson continues, as if she doesnât see any eye-rolling. Because she wonât give up. Emerson never, *ever *gives up.
âAs a concerned, dedicated St. Cyprian citizen who also happens to be chamber of commerce president, I have to wonÂder,â Emerson tells Carol. But she also casts an eye over the rest of them, these fixtures of St. Cyprian and my witchy past that I did not miss at all. Like Maeve Mather, the Joywoodâs Summoner, who used to go out of her way to be mean to my grandmother. Just because she could. âWhy, Iâm asking myÂself, did the ruling body of all witchkind not only turn a blind eye to the obvious imbalance in our power source thatâs been making the rivers rise so dangerously, but also fail to help us fix it? Why did *we *have to stop it?â
âI assume because you wanted attention,â Felicia says. It is a familiar sentence, meant to be pure condemnation. She used to use it all the time as a precursor to her nasty little punishÂments. My gaze moves across the dark field to find Ellowynâs, and I can tell from my best friendâs expression that sheâs reÂmembering the same thing I am.
All of high school, basically. When Principal Ipswitch dediÂcated herself to what she called our reprehensible, attention-seeking behavior.
What amazes me is how little Iâve thought about high school since leaving Missouri. Deliberately. And tonight, itâs like I never left.
âI saw the darkness at the heart of the confluence myself,â Emerson says with a great calm I certainly donât feel. EspeÂcially since I saw it too. That terrible, encroaching dark, eatÂing the world whole. It had hunkered there where the three rivers meet, waiting malevolently. And then, tonight, it exÂploded. Emerson, with our help, destroyed it. My heart starts kicking at me again, a riot of panic, like itâs still happening.
âAre you accusing us of something?â Carol asks, and sheâs scarily good at this. She sounds on the verge of laughter, yet somehow almost hurt. As if she cares deeply what Emerson thinks of her. Of them.
I worry this will work on my sister. Because the truth is, Emerson has no power here. Sheâs too honest, and this is polÂitics. Power. Itâs ego and control. Emerson is a lot of things I roll my eyes at all the time, but sheâs never been ruled by ego or greed.
âIâm pointing out facts,â Emerson says, sounding patient now. My sister has never met a windmill she didnât try to charge head-on. âAnd the facts are, we saved St. Cyprian. You could have helped us, Carol. But you didnât.â
âOh, Emerson.â Carol sounds sad. Legitimately sad, which would require emotions on her part. And Iâm pretty sure veÂlociraptors donât have emotions. âWhy would we *deliberately *choose not to help save the place where we live? How does that make sense?â
Emerson blinks. âYou tell me.â
I want to give a short TED talk on gaslighting and master manipulators, but this is *not *the time. Itâs still not clear whether this is an execution or not. Carol did mention infractions of the pubertatum rules, and last I heard, me using magic the way I did tonight is a capital offense. Emerson wasnât supposed to be *able *to do it. I claimed I *could *do it, but was exiled beÂcause they said I had no real powerâonly the shameful, unÂsafe urge to use borrowed force. Either way, using witchcraft as an exile is about as forbidden as you can get.
I can always be counted on to rebel when it will do me the most harm.
Thereâs a part of me that wants to turn to Nicholas Frost, the only other being here who isnât standing with a group. Heâs the one who came up with the goddamned pubertatum back when the earth was young, or so they taught us in school. He is considered the first Praeceptorâthe teacher of all teachers, but not in a safe little classroom way. Praeceptors in his day taught armies of witches, then wielded them.
But I know better than to look to him for help.
Looking at him at all is fraught enough when you were once a teenage girl with a teenage girlâs unwieldy crush. Those things are hard to vanquish.
âWe saved St. Cyprian,â Emerson says again, as if saying it enough will get through to Carol when as far as I know, *nothing *has ever gotten through to Carol.
âMaybe you did save the town,â Felicia says, with her little sniff of disdain that I remember all too well. âBut if you did, it was for your own gain and nothing more.â
I want to say that at least thatâs better than doing it for atÂtention, but I donât, because Iâm evolved as fuck.
My sisterâs eyes narrow. And hereâs the thing that most people donât know about Emerson Wilde. She expends a lot of energy trying to convince the people around her to see the error of their ways. She embodies the notion that if you lead a horse to water in the right way, it really will drink.
But when sheâs done, sheâs done.
As her little sister, I know this better than anyone. So, I step in to stop the impending storm. âThis seems straightforward to me,â I say, doing my best to sound as if all this carrying on is a waste of energy, and I low-key resent it. And as if Iâm some kind of authority here. âEmerson has some magic. Let her take the test again.â
Excerpted from Big Little Spells by Hazel Beck. Copyright Š 2023 by Megan Crane and Nicole Helm. Published by arrangement with Harlequin Books S.A.