#graouli

Hohoho ♡♡

Oh Méline, you're by far my favourite encounter from these past 12 months or so I'd say! I even recall why I first started following you; there was this very lovely picture (damn, I don't know what exactly it was from — a landscape, maybe cute colourful houses, was there a tiny bridge?, argh I really can't tell for sure anymore, my mind's probably messing up with several different memories, as per usual), and there was a caption underneath it, saying something about their brother living there and I remember thinking "Ohey, what a cute url, who's that?" (it was already graouli by that time). I spent so much time on your blog, scrolling through pages but also taking a peek at your 'about' (this one used to denser though!) and 'art' pages (what a creep haha). Anyway, at first it was just a casual little coup de cœur. And then, as time passed by and I grew used to see you on my dashboard, and after some time you followed me back (I was excited like a puppy about that), and so I think I sent you message to thank you and you answered but it didn't go much further at this point. One day I stumbled upon some of your selfies and I was all like "OH MY! SHE'S SO PRETTY! This girl looks like a soft-coloured matryoshka doll (I'm just mad for matryoshka dolls)" and I commented on one of them — if my memory serves me well, it was the one where you're wearing a dark pair of dungarees and standing next to a shelf — and you messaged me to thank me and that's how we first started to actually talk and get to know each other and to this day, I'm still amazed I've been given a chance to make friends with such an amazing, peculiar, precious person as you. I love to learn new things about you, whether they are details or more serious business, for it makes me forget about the distance, and it's like we're closer in a way and yeah, that's all I wish for! I think about you a lot to be fair! Well you come across my mind like fairy dust at least a couple times a day. Like today, I had a walk in the early afternoon and everything was quiet but the nature was singing and I met cute animals, and there were lots of redolent flowers and plants, and as I walked, I couldn't help but think that, in this moment, my soul was as peaceful as it hasn't been in a while. And that's when you appeared in my mind! I thought "I just wish I could send all these good vibes to Méline and make her feel better." You're one of the greatest medicine I've ever had. The idea of you is a real cure, you remind me of all sorts of heart-warming childhood memories, and sweet tastes and soft colours, and the simple ambiance of a warm Spring day in my neighbourhood, and surrealist films (in my head, I'm not sure why, but you're tightly bounded to the film 'La Science des Rêves'). We are sure different on many levels, but it doesn't matter because you give me this comforting and comfortable feeling, that I never seem to find around me, of "being at home", a warm, odd, cosy home. I do believe that you are a wonderful, genuinely precious creature, with magic powers; even when you're not at your best (and I know you aren't) you manage to give people, even ones who have yet to meet you in "real life" (ugh, this expression makes me cringe), the purest, most direct forms of happiness. You're a bless for Humanity. And you give me hope and actually make me want to love and live a life I could call my own. I could never thank you enough for all of these. Keep being yourself, hopefully one day you'll understand this world NEEDS you. Oops, well I see I got a bit carried away — lack of sleep seems to be giving me extra inspiration haha! Oh and, foutu pour foutu, one last thing: you're going to study in Canada, right? Is it the university of Montreal? Cause I'm thinking of going there but I'm not sure yet but if I do and it's also your case, it would be damn wonderful!!!

yeah well imo. lol i don't want to turn you off or anything. it's freezing and french (i'm not fluent) but also i've been here for 19 years i kind of just want a change.

thank you , I'll try and get through all of it  : )

Thank you - how sweet of you to say! I like your blog too. Wish I could go thrifting in… France, if that's where you're living? I’m in the US!

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