#grant7

Jenna threw her phone into the next corner. This couldn't be true. What the hell was wrong with her life. She was just about to text Grant she couldn't come by because she felt bad. Fucking guilty for having all those thoughts and dreams about him. Especially now, when she had managed to actually feel better around Charlie. They were trying so hard. So fucking hard to get this work and it got better and Jenna was sure that they were getting back on track. That he had stopped seeing this fucking slut named Clare. That he was honest about where he was when she asked. She tried to trust him when she saw this note on the kitchen table about him picking up a drunk friend, when he came home late from work and after this vacation she was sure everything would be fine. And now they were barely home, Jenna got a picture from -A, seeing her husband kissing... someone. Younger. She couldn't see who it was but the girl looked barely older than their daughter. And this made her stomach turn. She had given up Grant, hadn't seen him since she visited him messed up once his daughter died. Sure she had inappropriate text conversations with him. But you could miss a friend. She wasn't fucking kissing someone else. Not some random person like Charlie. Did he make this with his students? Jenna was in rage. If she would see him now then she didn't know what happened. She just wanted out.

Charlie was on work. Great opportunity. She wanted to see Grant badly, even with this stupid -A message or without. Like she couldn't help but thinking about him. The more she stayed away from him the more she wanted to be with him. The thing that was holding her back was that she loved Charlie. She fucking loved him and she was sure she still did. This picture hurt and Jenna was about to cry. But she wouldn't not now. Would she tell Charlie that she had this? She didn't know yet. She just did what she wanted to do right now. Seeing her best friend. "Eating Ice Cream" with him. She didn't care about trying anymore, because trying alone was fucking pointless. She did everything to get this work even if it was damn hard for her. She had feelings for Grant and he always made her feel special. Dammit she had slept with Charlie again and it was good. So good and what is he doing? Running around and betraying her.. AGAIN. Jenna knew she wasn't the perfect wife. She knew it but, she begun to believe him again when he said he loved her. He clearly didn't. He cared a shit about Jenna and she didn't want to be treated that way. She did bad things. She had betrayed him but she tried. She had tried to make everything better and he just did it again, lying to her face.