Personal and critical, "Notes of a Native Son" was oftentimes heartbreaking to read. Baldwin paints a picture of his relationship with his father before and after his passing and draws connections to his outlook on racial relations in the United States.
A central theme of the essay is how easily hatred can be passed on and slowly take over one's sentiments and viewpoint from within. For Baldwin, we saw this in his inability to clarify his feelings about his father until after he had passed, how easy it was to despise him and find him unforgivable when he was still alive. Baldwin's descriptions of his feelings and relationship to this father are incredibly visceral, and the reader is able to see their development over the course of the story:
"There was something in him, therefore, groping and tentative, which was never expressed and which was buried with him."
"How powerful and overflowing this bitterness could be and to realize that this bitterness was now mine."
"I saw nothing very clearly but I did see this: that my life, my real life, was in danger, and not from anything other people might do but from the hatred I carried in my own heart."
"I imagine that one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, that they will be forced to deal with pain."
"This was not the man they had known, but they had scarcely expected to be confronted with him; this was, in a sense deeper than questions of fact, the man they had not know, and the man they had not known may have been the real one."
The third quote reflects one of the climaxes of the narrative, where Baldwin enters the bar and throws a cup at a young waitress in a segregated diner. One can also argue that this was one of the turning points where he is able to see clearly the effects of his anger for the first time and become more critical of the way his community in Harlem has been responding in the height of racial tensions. However, Baldwin's ending notes still seem to indicate that he doesn't feel that pure pacifism can make progress in racial justice.
This leads to my first question of, "What would Baldwin have thought of the civil disobedience movement led by figures such as Martin Luther King, Jr. during that era in his life?" My second question is whether hatred can ever be justified -- Baldwin seems to mainly see it as destructive, but we also feel a sense of sympathy as the reader when we see that Baldwin and his father's hatred are the result of years and generations of mistreatment.