#graaaaaghhh

the more i examine my thought patterns and behaviors through the lense of ocd the more it makes sense to me that i might have ocd. but what if that's just confirmation bias and im just seeking out any behavior that's a little like ocd and im doing that thing where i try to collect disorders to make myself feel special even though i gain no actual pleasure from this and im not even trying to do these behaviors and im also vehemently against that anyway