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I have never thought about suicide like this before though I have to admit that, I did want to die, did want to disappear when things could not go right and my heart got hurt all the time. However now, there is a stark disparity between these two aspects, between the past and the present. I not only just simply “want” but also “think about” and “plan” to do it. How to commit suicide and how to make nobody feel sympathetic and painful after that? I just keep thinking about this issue. “Life is so tiring and troublesome and happiness is always something so strange to me”, this thought keeps spinning in my head. And my legs, though I stand idle, still tremble and almost fall down. On those days, I feel so empty. The only feeling I can get is sadness. That sadness paints my head black.

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