#goooooooodbye

:) i have never been this uncomfortable in my entire life lmao

alright. i know you still look at my blog otherwise why would you try to message me. you blocked/unfriended me on almost every form of social media, and i was so fucking upset about that at first. but honestly at this point i do not care, i have definitely and obviously made it on to your shit list. you said you didn't want to be friends with me, fine. that hurt and i was too afraid to say my side of things and you wouldn't have listened anyway but you know what whatever i want you to feel ok and take care of yourself and if that's what was needed then f i n e. and even now it's not like i don't want to be friends with you, i miss being friends with you and your sister and i can't even talk to her anymore either. i know you were hurt, but accusing me of not caring as much as you did???? not ok and not fucking true. i don't know if you got a grasp of how bad things can get for me when we were dating because i tried so hard to be better while being sensitive to you but shit doesn't just go away. and right now if you say you don't want to be my friend and you don't want to talk to me then don't. i don't need any of that you deserve to be happy bullshit and i do not need to be prompted from you to "seek help". you can't just decide to not talk to not be friends or talk to me anymore and block me on everything and suddenly message me when you see im struggling. stop. unless you want to actually talk about it then stick with your decision. i do not need help or sympathy from someone who doesn't want to fucking know me anymore. leave me alone.

i hate when auctions are extended practically a month past their original end time tbh

so thirsty rn and y'all posts ain't helping