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hymn for goodsir - updated
𓆉 ⋆.˚ 𓆝⋆.˚
rest now, rest put the scalpel down, surgeon wipe your hands of the sinew.
place the blade aside, cap the bottle, doctor, you’ve been cleansed of your sins, been renewed
for you swore long ago, to hygieia, apollo asclepius, panacea, too*
to abstain from wrongdoing, until others no harm done, and to keep the holy secrets, hold true.
glory of all was what you were prophesied but should the oath ever be broken,
may the opposite befall you, if you be forsworn, fate sealed by the words you’d once spoken.
(ὅρκον μὲν οὖν μοι τόνδε ἐπιτελέα ποιέοντι, καὶ μὴ συγχέοντι, εἴη ἐπαύρασθαι καὶ βίου καὶ τέχνης δοξαζομένῳ παρὰ πᾶσιν ἀνθρώποις ἐς τὸν αἰεὶ χρόνον: παραβαίνοντι δὲ καὶ ἐπιορκέοντι, τἀναντία τούτων.**)
but doctor, you couldn’t save them. no one could. not even you.
many efforts proved futile, through no fault of your own, and no crew will ever blame you for that, you know — your intentions echoed true.
caught in the middle hands tied, but arms wide in your heart the light, the want to help even if pushed back or aside.
but your faith dwindled in good intentions as despite them, your men died and your departure was a final repentance a last attempt to change the tide.
(Hear me, O Death, whose empire unconfin'd, extends to mortal tribes of ev'ry kind.
On thee, the portion of our time depends, whose absence lengthens life, whose presence ends.***)
so take these words as an offering, dirty saint, false christ of the arctic.
the old gods say it, even the ones you’ll never know, and the ones in your heart, ones aortic.
and your old friends say it too, captain, doctors, surgeons, crew collins, bridgens, all of whom owe you their gratitude.
for harry, you did the best that you could do.
(No suppliant arts thy dreadful rage controul, no vows revoke the purpose of thy soul; O blessed pow'r regard my ardent pray'r, and human life to age abundant spare.****)
so may your bones rest easy, no longer asea. as the poison courses through your veins, and blood it drips free, so then, concludes your odyssey.
𓆉 ⋆.˚ 𓆝⋆.˚ hope you enjoyed this revised wip from my "hymns for the arctic argonauts" series! i watched "we are gone" last night, had an ugly cry, and decided to revisit this to add some connections to greek mythos.
references/footnotes:
* the healing gods that are prayed to in the original greek of the hippocratic oath
** greek from the hippocratic oath. this translates to: "Now if I carry out this oath, and break it not, may I gain for ever reputation among all men for my life and for my art; but if I break it and forswear myself, may the opposite befall me." (translation by w.h.s. jones)
*** from orphic hymn 86, to thanatos, the greek personification of death **** also from orphic hymn 86
(a parting glass) to henry foster collins: a fan playlist
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hark, sailors! behold: my favorite fandom playlist i've ever made. a folky-leaning, sad tribute to our beloved diver, mister collins. (╥﹏╥)
both apple and spotify links included for access's sake. track list and lyric pulls under the cut! (un)happy listening!
also! credit where credit is due:
shoutout to both @n0ahph0bic and @bell-swamp-fitzjames, my beloved vibe curation music moots xoxo
a VERY serendipitous nod to new pal @weeniedogjrs for giving me a delicious idea for a closing track to this. so glad that you messaged about hadestown before i started finalizing this post!
the terror - goodsir/collins playlist: "goodcollins but make it Goth(ish) this time"
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probably my fav fan playlist that i've made! tracklist under the cut :) hope y'all enjoy!
goodsir ep2 study/wip while i’m in between classes……..
(someday i’ll figure out how to draw two fucking matching eyeballs. maybe.)

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currently typing out my next chapfic installment, rubbing my lil hands together evilly and going “teeehee”…
my chapfic just passed 300 hits on ao3. something something numbers don't matter, write what you want and enjoy tf out of it, but that really does mean a lot. thank you, sailors.
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i love the advice that pretty much all of my mentors have given me about writing, because most if not all of them have recommended starting out my day with freewriting, or just a dedicated amount of time to write something in the morning to warm up and hone that brain/muscle memory. this tickles me for multiple reasons:
i already do this (yay validation)
...it justifies me waking up at 5:30 AM to write darkfic JFSDLKFJSKDLFLJKSJKLFDJKLFSDJKLFJKLS