#goodgal

Hi Hello back with me again.

Since I’m going to be a quarter of a century old this year, I think I’m gonna go back to my tumblr and update my daily life here. So, Welcome to Galuh Menge-Luh story hehe

So, the story will be begin from my first work experience hihi finally THANKS GOD

If you ask me, How do I feel? Honestly, I don’t really know. Sure, I’m happy and very happy. But sometimes there is still a lot of “if” going around my head but I have to be grateful right? and I’m trying to enjoy my life right now.

The day I got the announcement, I cried all day long. I was very worried. I worried My parents would be disappointed. But again, THANKS GOD I can see their smiles that day.

And I became more worried that day. My head became more noisy that day, a question like “Am I capable enough?” “What If My friends are more capable than me?” and “What If I ruined their expectation?” 

Taraaaaaaa! And all that question became a reality right now. I feel so useless, not capable, and stupid (haha poor me). But My co-workers are very humble. They are nice and helpful. But I’m just so disappointed with Myself. Where’s my paws? hmm I feel like dust (?). I think I’m becoming a strain for everyone. When all of them are running they still have to help me.

Everyone tells me that izsokayyyyy. They said everyone starts from zero too. Hmmm, okay I’m gonna work very hard and put all of my blood and tears into it again. When you’re alive you have to always be learning right? GOD PLEASE HELP ME AGAIN. Hope I can run with all of my friends next month!