#goodbye liam

God, this is our angel, take care of him as he cares about us, even in his last moments of his life.

Tell him we did loved him and we still will, and tell him he took a part of each of us with himself.

I never thought that I would have to process the loss of someone so young, someone that I hold so dear to my heart, so soon. I didn't believe it, I couldn't, and yet the 13 year old inside me was crying before I could even feel the tears running down my face. I didn't think that it would hit me so hard and yet when I saw your brothers talk about you, you being gone from our lives, so soon, it was like I was nothing but a hollow 21 year old with a heart ready to bleed for you like I was 13 again. You didn't know me, I didn't know you and yet our lives tangled up together and changed. I will forever hold you in my heart. I promise we will take care of your boys and your lovely son as best as we can. We can take it from here, you can rest now. I am sorry we couldn't help you more, sleep well my angel.

Rest now sweet angel Liam. We will miss you everyday.

Let's send strength to Payne family and to our boys right now.