#goodbye chris

As soon as we decided to go seperate ways I realized that I loved you in the way that you wanted me to while we were together but I don't think I can give you what you need without having my freedom too so I have to say goodbye. I wish I could have you in my life as a friend but it would hurt too much to know that someone else was going to make you laugh or help you be the best version of yourself. I wanted to be that person for you but I'm not there yet and I regret that. I love you so much but I figured that out too late so I'll remove myself from your life completely so I can make it easier on myself.

It hurts now but I know one day it'll get better and my heart will heal and frankly right now that's what's keeping me going

Sometimes, people kill their own dreams. Other times, people romanticize their dreams to death.