Jul 15
i honestly truly want what dan and phil have but it doesn’t have to be explicitly romantic
i’ve been watching dnp for about 14 years now and i’ve thought this even before they hard launched or whatever
im rewatching pinof and getting emotional
i want someone to live with that understands me and i understand them and no matter what that actually entails for our personal dynamic i just don’t want to be alone anymore
i want whatever grace and rocky have
i just want to be around someone forever and i want to love them and they love me is that too much to ask??
#maesy thoughts#dan and phil#dnp#pinof#oh my gosh guys i’m so sorry for getting so emotional tonight this is quite frankly embarrassing#it’s a weird night i guess#i’ve had a few drinks#it’s not the worst ever night#and i’m feeling good?#good and bad at the same time#goodbad#ryland grace#he’s so me#me when im both phil lester AND ryland grace??#aroace#aromantic#asexual
