#gomenne

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th-the best thing?? anon, please.. ;;__;; <3

gonna be a mix of “canon” moments and moments that happen in this sithmates AU :)

vader: he built a stunt course in GTA for the rest of the sithmates to race in, inviting luke and leia to play as well. not only was vader extremely proud of his racetrack (he even got a compliment from dooku)---everyone had a blast playing it. there was lots of screaming and cutthroat driving, but it was all in good fun. he may or  may not have let leia win.

sidious: when he manipulated everyone and become supreme leader of the whole galaxy!! ho ho, good times!!... why are you all looking at me like that?

maul: he couldn’t avoid her indefinitely. he had realized things were different now, he knew she wouldn’t blame him for what happened. still, the thought of seeing kilindi again made him feel sick. talking to her again wasn’t a good memory---far too many emotions, maul literally falling to his knees from the weight of them---but what came after the fact. kilindi messaging him, asking if he and his brothers want to go swimming. and this time, maul smiling and replying “yes”.

savage: definitely those days when feral was around 5 or so. past the terrible two’s, yet still so young and sweet. he remembers guiding feral’s little hands on his training bow, helping him get a near-bullseye in the shooting range. it was more savage than feral, really, but the look of shock and delight on his brother’s face when it landed is one he’ll remember forever. 

asajj: coming back to dathomir wasn’t as easy as she wished it would be. the sisters treated her with suspicion at first, and despite being one of them asajj felt like she didn’t belong. she barely remembered the planet as it was. but then.. as talzin welcomed her home, bathed her in the water of life (the ritual before left much to be desired), the sisters celebrated and danced with her as if she had always been a part of them. as if she had always belonged. for once, asajj wasn’t alone.

dooku: the day jinn officially introduced himself as dooku’s padawan. he was so honest and wise for a youngling. they hadn’t had any time to even begin developing a force bond, yet dooku could feel it bloom in that very moment, warm and bright in his mind’s eye. of course every day after that was a good memory, too, but it was that initial spark, that initial hope, that dooku will never forget.

kylo: it’s a little fuzzy, but kylo remembers bits and pieces of visiting kashyyyk with uncle chewie. the magnificent forests that stood strong despite all that they had suffered, the back-breaking hugs of chewie’s family.. of course, chewie is a warm and kind memory in and of himself. 

nihilus: he wishes he could remember something from before. he’s certain there is good in it. lately, though, nihilus finds he no longer needs to mourn that fact. vader suggested that he reach out to visas a while back, and though nihilus struggled with the notion for a while, eventually the two met up in the park. there are still things they need to work on, but it turned out to be one of the best decisions he’s made in his afterlife.

grievous: when grievous and ordo sat down together on a lone grassy hill, with nothing but the wind and their quiet conversation to keep them company. it was then that grievous told him about yonderu, about all of his old life in kalee. it was painful to even think about, much less talk about, but ordo held his hand throughout the whole thing. a weight had been lifted off his shoulders, and for once in his life grievous thought he might be able to start again. with ordo.

inquisitor: there is bitterness crawling on the edges of the memory---knowing how it would all change as he grew older---yet the inquisitor still looks back on it fondly: himself, a tiny youngling, gaping in wonder at the enormity of the jedi archives. not even knowing where to start reading. it’s much better nowadays whenever he visits a library, knowing he has full access to whatever he damn well pleases. 

lana: odessen. when the alliance was growing strong, their hopes of defeating arcann and his damned eternal empire cautiously raised (a thought made all the sweeter in the present, knowing they did)... and briefly, ever so briefly, a glimpse of what lana could only dream of: friends and allies from all sides, relaxing and spending time with each other. peace.